My sis is due in a few weeks. I'm pleased for her, but so jealous at the same time. Feel like such a bad person and like she must be so much better than me to deserve a baby when I don't. How do I get through this? I can't avoid her and I will have to go and see her in hospital (the same one I had my mc at) when the baby is born. She had such a struggle to conceive, so I know this means a lot to her, but I'm struggling to be excited. It's not her fault, I know, but wish it was both of us. Sorry, just feeling sorry for myself 
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