Im back!

[Jayceesmumma]

Hey all, just a quick one, im bk from my hols, it was great, Jaycee loved it and loved seeing her grandad mick!
The flight was ok, felt sicky badly thru the take off and landing but other than that alls well!
Morning sickness should be changed to alldaysickness! I hate this feeling of hunger mixed with hate for every food i can think of! Its 24/7!
my belly is getting big already and im having ALOT of painful gas (tmi) which has me doubling up in pain.
i still dont 'believe' im pregnant for some reason. I feel something is wrong too im not sure why.
Feeling kinda low and picky every day and keep thinking i just cant do it! I cant do two! I keep debating on carrying it thru then feel tremendous guilt for even thinking of that! I hate feeling like this and i hope its just normal and will go away soon!
(I feel a looooong rant coming along..best stop now )
I had bad forum withdrawl symptoms on holiday! Was so hard not to go into the net cafe and spend a few hours in there but chris wouldnt let me!!
Anyway, im sure u girlies have better things to do than read my boring post lol!
xxxxxxx

 

[Emmylou]

Welcome back hunny, think your feeling a bit hormonal aren't you?! Bless.......heres a hug ....you can do this you know you can, and as soon as you get your appetite back I'm sure you'll feel better, the main part of my diet lately has been crisps...as its the only thing I can bear, although OH took me for a lovely meal tonight and I managed to eat 2 courses, and neither was crisps!

 

[kirlykird]

Glad to hear you had a great time and nice to see you back!

must have been great to get away!

We go to snow soaked Sweden in December which will be our last time away until lo arrives..bit dissapointed though as I can't do the ice skating and skiing

Anyways...i think we all have those feelings of being down and feeling awful...i fekt that way a few weeks ago then one morning I woke up and the sickness seemed to 90% dissapear!

Tiredness and evil mood swings still present and correct though

how does Jaycee feel about a new brother or sister?

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Welcome back hunny, think your feeling a bit hormonal aren't you?! Bless.......heres a hug ....you can do this you know you can, and as soon as you get your appetite back I'm sure you'll feel better, the main part of my diet lately has been crisps...as its the only thing I can bear, although OH took me for a lovely meal tonight and I managed to eat 2 courses, and neither was crisps!

Thanks hun, im defo hormonal lol! im an emotional person anyway, and being preg is hard work for my OH lol! And everyone around me come to think of it
Speaking of crisps ive just started eating a pack of cheese and onion walkers! Lol!! Snacking helps me out alot, coz if i eat a big meal ill feel sicky and bloated for ages and get pains etc..

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Glad to hear you had a great time and nice to see you back!

must have been great to get away!

We go to snow soaked Sweden in December which will be our last time away until lo arrives..bit dissapointed though as I can't do the ice skating and skiing

Anyways...i think we all have those feelings of being down and feeling awful...i fekt that way a few weeks ago then one morning I woke up and the sickness seemed to 90% dissapear!

Tiredness and evil mood swings still present and correct though

how does Jaycee feel about a new brother or sister?

Thanks hun, i hope u have a fab holiday it lovely to have a break from home life! Shame about the skiing etc, i wanted to go jet skiing but couldnt

Jaycee likes the idea of being a big sis! She keeps saying 'baby brother' and 'wobble wobble' while shaking my belly about!
She loves helping out and doing things for me, i know she will love helping dress and bathe baby! I still worry about her being jealous but on our holiday we went with a friend of mine and my dads, and her girl is Jaycees age and LOVES me! She clung to me all holiday! And Jaycee was fine with it! I was amazed! Some times when she was tired she wanted me to herself which is understandable!
Shes grown up so much! Shes started swimming on her own out there too! She had armbands on but usually she never leaves my hip lol! But she was splashing and kicking her lil legs and swimming fast! LOVED it!! Im so proud of her! *Wells up*

 

[kirlykird]

oh that's so sweet... whenever you feel down just think you're going to see that all over again with number 2!

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Cheers hun, some days i cant wait but other days i wonder if im doing the right thing.. its awful!
I got back from my holiday at 2am this morning and got to bed at 4am... im shattered!! Dont help the hormones much! lol!!
Im going to bed now, hopefully ill feel better in the morning!
Thanks for listening to my silly rant

 

[kirlykird]

It's not a silly rant at all, that's just how you feel at the mo and it's good to get it off your chest.

You have a good sleep and a nice rest

 

[fothers]

Glad you had a good holiday

Hopefully the hormones will even out soon!

 

[Emmylou]

Thanks hun, im defo hormonal lol! im an emotional person anyway, and being preg is hard work for my OH lol! And everyone around me come to think of it
Speaking of crisps ive just started eating a pack of cheese and onion walkers! Lol!! Snacking helps me out alot, coz if i eat a big meal ill feel sicky and bloated for ages and get pains etc..

Same as me! I lost a stone in the first 10/12 weeks, partly down to atkins diet before I found I was pg, but mainly due to not eating anything other than a pack of crisps twice a day and if I was lucky a bowl of weetabix in the morning, if I ate anything else I felt sick & bloated too, and halfway through eating my throat would just close up and eating another mouthful would make me gag, so I gave in and didn't eat anything but the crisps that I was able to take on board. Not eating the right kinds of foods can really affect how you feel babe, I'll keep my fingers crossed you get you appetite back soon

Hope you managed to get a good sleep babe, and feel okies today

 

[Emma22]

glad you had a nice time

 

[rach]

welcome back jc hun xxxxxx

 

[mum&2girls]

welcome back hun glad you had a good time xxxxxx

 

[Peanut]

if I ate anything else I felt sick & bloated too, and halfway through eating my throat would just close up and eating another mouthful would make me gag,

This is exactly how I have felt, but I haven't been sick. Is this quite normal? Do lots of you feel the same?

Hi JCsMumma glad you had a nice hol

 

Welcome back missus,
You will be fine, I know why you're doubting yourself, but you will be fine

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Welcome back missus,
You will be fine, I know why you're doubting yourself, but you will be fine

Thanks hun xx

 

[Jayceesmumma]

if I ate anything else I felt sick & bloated too, and halfway through eating my throat would just close up and eating another mouthful would make me gag,

This is exactly how I have felt, but I haven't been sick. Is this quite normal? Do lots of you feel the same?

Hi JCsMumma glad you had a nice hol

Same as me!! Halfway into food and it makes me gag! Glad im not alone!!

 

[sarah113]

welcome back, glad you had a good holiday!!!

 

[Jayceesmumma]

welcome back, glad you had a good holiday!!!

Thanks hun, still recovering from tiredness! Was on the sofa all day when i got back lol!

 

[Hellokitty]

Sounds like a great holiday, where did you go?

Far enough to get jag-lag? That makes me feel rubbish at the best of times!