I know its crazy but.....

[08Princess]

.... I hope my baby didn't feel any pain or was scared when he died. I say he cos I'm sure it was a little boy.

I know that sounds mad and at 8 weeks (when they say the heart stopped) he wouldn't have emotions, but that was my baby and I should've protected him

I feel like I'm going crazy here and can't get a grip

 

[Constantstar]

Hello hun I'm sorry u are going through this you just got to keep strong. I don't think there would be any pain at that stage and unfortunately quite a few of us including myself have been through similar and I take it that something must of not been right for it not to grow properly and if it had would I be faced with worse , bigger decisions down the line. It's not easy to get over and will take time, and I know this from experience But it will get better. I've got 5 weeks till my boys here. If that first Preg went ahead this little baby would have never existed so I gotta think like that u know. Things happen for a reason. I do hope it becomes easier soon for you Hun x