Bridger
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So I haven't posted on here for a while. I've kept a low profile and tried that magic trick of relaxing and not thinking about TTC that seems to get lots of ladies their BFP. Unfortunately I struggle to stop thinking about it, but I have stopped temping and taking OPKs and leaving things a little more to guess work, but again this has got me nowhere
I got my first ever BFP in November 2014, in cycle 11 of TTC, quickly followed by a miscarriage at 6 weeks in December 2014. My due date would have been yesterday. I prayed and prayed and prayed that I would be pregnant again before yesterday...and then I woke up this morning to the overwhelming arrival of AF... Clearly I'm not allowed my happy ever after. This means we are on month 20 TTC now, and to top it off we are off to spend the weekend with friends who have got two children. All they had to do is think let's have a child, and bam she was pregnant both times. No one knows we are TTC and they also keep telling us we should have children and just get on with it as time is getting on, it's wonderful etc etc etc
I don't know how to cope with the sadness and guilt of my failure to conceive and of my due date passing. How do you stay positive in TTC? All I want is to be a mummy
I got my first ever BFP in November 2014, in cycle 11 of TTC, quickly followed by a miscarriage at 6 weeks in December 2014. My due date would have been yesterday. I prayed and prayed and prayed that I would be pregnant again before yesterday...and then I woke up this morning to the overwhelming arrival of AF... Clearly I'm not allowed my happy ever after. This means we are on month 20 TTC now, and to top it off we are off to spend the weekend with friends who have got two children. All they had to do is think let's have a child, and bam she was pregnant both times. No one knows we are TTC and they also keep telling us we should have children and just get on with it as time is getting on, it's wonderful etc etc etc
I don't know how to cope with the sadness and guilt of my failure to conceive and of my due date passing. How do you stay positive in TTC? All I want is to be a mummy