Hospital check up & just a shitty day in general!

[stacey_lea86]

Just come from my hospital check up. Honestly, it is so frustrating going every other day.

Have to go back again tomorrow as she (tried) to explain that baby's heart rate was up & down. She didn't want me to go back this afternoon for more CTG as he's such an active baby. So got to do it again tomorrow to see what happens!

She said they can start an induction tomorrow if I wanted too. Or I can wait it out for a few more days. So I have no idea what to do...

Me & OH are not talking, so I really don't know if I can do an induction tomorrow in the mood I am with him. It's like talking to a brainless cell...I Really don't know why I bother with him!

So today is a shitty day, and I know it will just get crappier! Don't want to be pregnant any more. All I've wanted to do is cry all day long but I am holding it all in but I know I am a ticking timebomb!

 

[Princess81]

Oh dear hun I don't know what to suggest, maybe allow the induction if you are so fed up that it's making you emotional? Can you go for a nice bath with some relaxing music to cheer you up a bit? Or watch a good film or something? x

 

[stacey_lea86]

I wish I could. But my trolls who are 4 & 6 seem to be bouncing off the walls today! God knows what has been put in their juice this morning

 

[lewisca]

oh hun like princess says maybe allow induction tomorrow if your feeling so crap !!! get some choc and soak in the bath maybe watch a film that will give u an excuse to cry ? hope u feel better soon hun xxxx

 

[littlemiss83]

Sounds like you've got alot to think about, i'd say your right not wanting to have an induction if things aren't great with OH. I'd leave it maybe another day or 2 til things are a bit better with yous.

 

[stacey_lea86]

A Film & hot chocolate it is today I think! Hate these days, still losing my plug in little bits. So I know nothing is going to happen any time soon! I hate not being in control or being un-organised. This is one thing I can't control or organise

 

[Cazza]

*hugs* to you hunny

Film and hot chocolate sounds great though!!

 

[Lulabell]

sorry you are having a rubbish time lately! Film, chocs and put your feet up!xx

 

[lewisca]

I dont like not being in control either !! put your feet up mute out the kids (im doing that at the min!!) and stuff your face !!! xxx

 

[Hunnie]

Have a good cry! you will feel miles better afterwards, bottling it up just makes it all worse!!

chin up it will all be good again soon xxxxx