hoping to join you all soon

[rach]

hi to everyone ttc am waiting for the go ahead from consultant to say its ok to ttc again so hopefully be joining you soon
good luck to all who are ttc this month xxxxxxx

 

[LouisecH]

Hi Rach

Lovely to see you back.

I'm ttc too so fingers crossed we'll in the first trimester together.

Louise x

 

[*saulino*]

Hi hun

welcome back ,baby dust to you.
I look up to you coming back this soon, good for you glad your doing a little better now.
xxx Katrina.

 

[rach]

thanks girls it is difficult to be on here sometimes especially seeing others who were due the same time as me.
im terrified of getting pg again as the fear of another baby born sleeping is enormous. i had already decided while pg to have 1 more after jamie was born and due to my age (32) didnt want to wait long in case i have trouble ttc again. im sure some ppl will think im trying to replace jamie but that could never happen he will always be my angel although i do think maybe being pg again will give me hope for the future something to look ahead to and maybe just ease my pain a little bit maybe these are not good enough reasons to try again so soon i dont know all i know is the need i feel right now to be pg again is unbelieveable, everywhere i look there are new born babies and i desperately want to be a mum again i hope ppl on here wont think bad of me for ttc so soon xxxxxx

 

[*saulino*]

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Hi hun

NO i nor dont think anyone will think that way you are handling your situation very well and i dont blame you for wanting another soon, it must be devestating and your not trying ot replace him at all.
To ease your mind a little my parents first born was still born and they had my sis,me and my bro after her and i was named after her , they ended up donating her to science though.
If this is what you wanna do i respect it and would prob be doing the same its helping you ease your pain and its really good to have this to look forward to like you said.
Good luck hun and remember we are here for you , dont have to worry about being judged here ((((( HUGS )))))
Baby dust to you , i hope you get preg again real soon.
xxxx Katrina

 

[rach]

thanks katrina that really means a lot to me
thank you hun xxxxxx

 

[Sarah&Braydon]

rach every1 felt ur pain wen we read tat post from laura, i dont think ur replacing jamie he will forever be with you and there is nothing wrong wanting another child and u deffiantly aint trying to replace jamie

 

[Wobbles]

Gosh no no no Rach I think your a strong person to emotionally know you can bring another happy baby in to this world. Just because you want to be a Mum doesn't mean your replacing Jamie, he's with the angels smiling above you I'm sure of it x x

My heart goes out to you so much I really respect your courage & as *saulino* said I don't think you have any worry of being judged here.

I pray for tons of baby dust to blow your way when the time is right.

x x

 

[rach]

thanks girls it means a lot xxxxxx

 

[michelle82]

good luck for when you start trying, having a another baby doesnt seem like your trying to replace Jamie to me and no doubt in your mind it would be impossible to replace him, like any child they are all individual and special. So hope it all goes well and we'll see you posting in the first trimester in no time

 

[LauraB]

What everybody has said above is so so true, and so I just wanted to say welcome back Rach - I'll be joining TTC soon too, and I am sending lots of extra special baby dust to you, see you soon xxxx

 

[Jaidy]

Good luck when you start TTC Rach, Jamie is your little angel and he knows that you would never replace him, I really do wish you some positive and bright news for the future, you deserve it.

 

[minikins]

Yaay, great to see you back, good luck TTC and all that jazz innit

 

[skatty]

Hi Rach, I was really upset about what happened to baby Jamie and feel you are a really strong person. I just want to let you know about my SIL. She gave birth to a daughter sleeping too it was before I knew her and so sad. She had taken a long time TTC but she got pregnant the second time straight away, her gorgeous daughter is now 18 months and she is due to give birth agin in 2½ weeks. She always talks about her first baby and her 3 pregnancys. There little angel was never replaced or forgot about.

I whish you all the luck in the world with TTC and we will all be with you every step of the way when you get your BFP. I think we all know from your posts that you are an admirable, strong woman and have everyones greatest respect.

Katt x

 

[rusks]

hey welcome back wishing you all the best and sending baby dust your way.

 

[jacquidube]

Oh my word Rach honey I am so so very sorry you lost your son. I have only just come back on here today and read this post.

The shock of reading that was unbelievable. Oh my word, I cant imagine what you are going through.

How are you doing through all of this?

Oh Father I pray for Rach and the pain she is going through right now. I pray Father that you will bring peace and love to her heart. Allow her Lord to grieve for her little one. Father we know little Jamie is in your arms and you are taking care of him. One day Rach will meet up with her baby, in the mean time Lord allow her to have the reassurance that you are taking care of him. I pray all this in Jesus name, Amen.

If you need to chat Rach, I am here for you. Dont suffer alone. You were always here for me.
A huge cuddle for you. If I blow a bubble of my love your way, allow this to surround you and you will feel safe and loved.

A bubble coming your way. A bubble of love.

All my love to you Rach, love Jacqui. x x x x

 

[rach]

thank you everyone im so glad i came back on here it was so hard for me to do and you have all made it so easy for me with your support
xxxxxxx