Hate hate hate moaning and being negative but here goes. I feel lilke in past week ive gone from loving being pregnant to a waddling miserable mess. Since spd i feel like i am really struggling. I cant get out as much. I cant sleep well.and i feel massive. Unsettled at house with decoraters mess..... Lnite we had ante natal i was so conscious id be the only one waddling and low and behold i was. I was the 2nd biggest there too i knew i would be....everyone else looked spritly and smaller..although im all bump its bigggggggg Was really good night and met some lovely peeps bf defo had his eyes opened he Thought someone would tell us what to do in labour he and i didnt knowmu had to stay at home till your in established labour.both feel quite nieve. Anyway i got home was fed up tired with awful back pain. Asked bf to massage back now he does this everynight along with foot massage etc so his been amazing, but lnite he couldnt find the spot on back that was hurting me and i was losing it a bit. We then ended up arguing he said i need to cut him some slack as his trying to help. But i said he needs to cut me slack im one going through the pyhsical and emotional part of it. Is that being unreasonable. I mean surely i cant just be ratty and demanding and expect him to stay quiet?.... I still have 6 weeks to go and need to perk up.