I am sorry for your loss, I experienced the same thing in Dec 2011. I lost my baby girl at 20weeks. I had utuerin firboids which caused an infection. Praying for your strength.. I felt like my whole world came down when I realized I didnt have a baby to bring home. It's been hard, sometimes I feel like Im alone and have no support. My fiance says he cares and hurts but he doesnt show it and at times he acts like its wrong for me to get emotional when I see babies. Wish I could get preg very fast and move forward. I am better today but I still have my moments, you will get stronger believe me.. I have! Take care of yourself that's the only way you will be able to get your strength and heal.