gutted, totally gutted!

[Moley]

I'm glad you're feeling a bit better Kirlou...

I was angered by reading what the Practice Manager said to you and agree that you should make a complaint above their heads when you feel up to it. How dare they insinuate your little boy was a fluke - that is beyond out of order. This person clearly should not be working in such an sensitive environment as they have no people skills what so ever. And that they are the Practice Manager is absolutely outrageous.

You are not selfish for feeling the way you do. They are your feelings and they genuine and real and no one has the right to make you feel bad for having them.

x x

 

[kirlou]

thank you, they thing that i found strangest is that she used to work in a fertility unit which is why the receptionist booked us in with her!? is it any wonder that she doesnt still work there!

I just looked up IVF with egg sharing and there is a clinic that does it for like £300 only problem is you have to have a BMI of under 28 and mine is *ahem* 31 *ahem*.

Im thinking now that we should carry on trying, keep having all the tests we can squeeze from the NHS and while doing this try to get my BMI down then by the time we have all our answers we will either be pegnant or be ready for the IVF. I might buy myself 1 of those closed tin money boxes and everytime i fancy something bad for me put they equivelent money in, that way ill have some spare money for the baby too, or to put towrds the 300 squidlies. Infact ive been contemplating buying a pole and putting it in my outhouse so i might do that for excersise and you never know it might inject a bit of something back into out currently baby orientated bding.

I must say i am feeling so much more positive today, the world isnt actually coming to an end anymore and you have all helped me to come to that conclusion so thank you all so so so much.

here have some baby dust on me

 

[dita_parlo]

Great to hear your positivity hun, and your plan sounds good too! Lots of for you though!!!

 

[kirlou]

thank you dita

 

[NinjaKitty]

That sounds like a great idea Kirlou. Glad youare feeling better too. You'd soon shave some points off your BMI. I'm planning soimne weight loss we could be diet buddies

 

[kirlou]

we should ninja, then when we are really stuggling (i know i will lol) we could pm each other random msges until the craving has passed lol. I am feeling much better since looking into the egg sharing, my main concern was that if we do need help how on earth would we afford it with one LO already, we hardly ever have any spare money at the end of the month (only cos i spend it on him at the begining of the month lol) so finding out that it can be done for basically pittence is so reassuring! that and having been on here and seen the way some people struggle for years i would love to know that i could help someone while helping myself!