Well in just 2 days time i'm off to rehab to sort out my addiction. 
I feel as though it's time I was honest with myself as to the extent of my problem. Luckily in rehab they take it easy. I will still be able to indulge a little. The aim is to reduce my use rather than wipe it out completely. I know it's going to be hard but I feel strong and positive and believe in myself - i'm sure I can do it although i'm under no illusions it's going to be extremely hard. Probably suffer from the shakes etc 
for me girls!
and if you don't know what i'm talking about i'm going to stay with MIL/FIL until we get our house, they do have the internet but in an office so won't be on much from now until??? whenever lol
I feel as though it's time I was honest with myself as to the extent of my problem. Luckily in rehab they take it easy. I will still be able to indulge a little. The aim is to reduce my use rather than wipe it out completely. I know it's going to be hard but I feel strong and positive and believe in myself - i'm sure I can do it although i'm under no illusions it's going to be extremely hard. Probably suffer from the shakes etc for me girls! and if you don't know what i'm talking about i'm going to stay with MIL/FIL until we get our house, they do have the internet but in an office so won't be on much from now until??? whenever lol
pass on your tips to me as im a fellow addict 
It's sooooooo hard, I don't have my laptop here so I am sat in a silly office on a computer, away from my TV and the comfort of my sofa and crisps and chocolate. I HATE IT!!!!!!! Apart from the lack of PF in comfort it's ok, I am sooooo tired though, was up at 5am this morning and didn't finish house till 3:30 
