IV BEEN FEELING SO DOWN LATELY ABOUT MY M8S I KNOW I SHOULDNT BUT THEY ARE ALWAYS IN THE BACK OF MY MIND BECAUSE IV BEEN SUCH A GREAT M8 TO THEM ALL, N THEY JUST BACKSTAB YOU WHENEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT. WHAT IS LOYALTY HAY? IV CRIED SO MANY TIMES AND JUST TRY TO CONCENTRATE ON MY OWN LIFE BUT SINCE I LEFT SCHOOL, WELL, FULL-TIME, THEY HAVE CHANGED SOOO MUCH I DONT EVEN KNOW THEM ANYMORE AND THERES THIS NEW GIRL, NIKI , GRRR SHES SUCH A BITCH AND HAS TOOK MY OLD PLACE. THAT DONT BOTHER ME BUT NOW IV BEEN PUSHED OUT, CANT THEY JUST MAKE ROOM FOR ME N SQUEEZE ME IN? NOW I DONT GET ON WITH ANY OF MY OLD FRIENDS ANYMORE COZ THIS NIKI DONT LIKE ME! WHY IS IT THAT THEY ARE LIKE THAT? DONT THEY CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT THEMSELVES?? THEY ALL LICKED MY ARSE WEN I WAS PG THEN GOT BORED OF THE GOSSIP N CANT BE BOTHERD ANYMORE? DO THEY THINK I DONT NEED FRIENDS ANYMORE? SORRY TO RAVE ON BUT ITS JUST SO UPSETTING. DOES ANYONE ELSE KNOW WHAT I MEAN? THANKS FOR LISTENING HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD XXX