Emapot1
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I lost Annabel in June at 35 weeks to a nasty nasty virus. Its been so incredibly hard and I have such mixed emotions. I miss her so much and longed for my daughter and as awful as it sounds, I may never have another little girl again....
As Christmas is approaching, I don't feel like celebrating in the same way as she was meant to be here and I remember myself and DH saying "this Christmas is going to be so magical and fun with the "four" of us".
Why Why Why does this world have to be so bloody cruel and sacrifice what we so desperately want.
I will light a candle for Annabel on Christmas morning and remember her soul and life whilst she was with me.
Its just been a hard day and I don't feel very good at the moment xxx
As Christmas is approaching, I don't feel like celebrating in the same way as she was meant to be here and I remember myself and DH saying "this Christmas is going to be so magical and fun with the "four" of us".
Why Why Why does this world have to be so bloody cruel and sacrifice what we so desperately want.
I will light a candle for Annabel on Christmas morning and remember her soul and life whilst she was with me.
Its just been a hard day and I don't feel very good at the moment xxx