Guys what am i going to do this time im serious last night i took a whole packet of really strong paracetmaol with the hopes that it might do something for me as the way im feeling right now id rather not be here. I shant go into detail as id be here ages but my mum contacted the doctor on who's advice i should be taken the the hospital to see the phsychiactric (sp) doctor and they would see me there etc and then i was to come back home and then they would have me admitted the next day. Its got this bad i cant eat right i dont sleep anymore not even after getting so drunk im wide awak and ive had enough of feeling this way i cant cope with it all. I wasnt even alloewed into work incase i do something silly and even spent the whole night at my mums bieing watched inacse of......... This afternoon i have an app with the local doctor to see him and tbh im not even sure in myself what im going to tell him im so frightened i really am i hope someone can help me i really feel at such a low opint and it seems like im not sure of what or which way to go now.
Feeling So Low
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Flossy,
Please dont do anything silly. Please go ahead and see the doctors and tell them how you are feeling. Dont be ashamed to feel the way you do... I have done the same thing in the past after my mum passed away and I wasnt getting on with my Dad. I went to all the docs and counselling and am in such a better place now.
Dont take it out on your family for watching over you - it's only cause they are worried and care for you.
PM me if you EVER want to chat.
Please dont do anything silly. Please go ahead and see the doctors and tell them how you are feeling. Dont be ashamed to feel the way you do... I have done the same thing in the past after my mum passed away and I wasnt getting on with my Dad. I went to all the docs and counselling and am in such a better place now.
Dont take it out on your family for watching over you - it's only cause they are worried and care for you.
PM me if you EVER want to chat.
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have pm'd you flossy 
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Oh hun please don't do anything you'll regret later. Go and see the Doc and explain everything. I recall you have a daughter (is that right?), think about her, she needs you. PM me if you ever need to take or just vent.
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How about a councillor? Speaking to someone you don't know may help?
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Flossy82 said:I feel a complete failure to myself and everyone around me
Thats not true, you have 2 beautiful children
PLus you have lots of friends on here 
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im sure ur children dont think ur a failure. i kno its easy for me to say but please try to be strong for them. stay with ur friends really if ur frightened and feeling low it wont do u any good to be alone. company will make u feel betterFlossy82 said:I feel a complete failure to myself and everyone around me
flossy, hey hun im sorry you are feeling so low, please go and talk to someone please, like the others have said if you speak to your doc its totally confidential or even contact the samaritans they are so helpful and again its all confidential.
you know you can PM me anytime you want hun,
You are a fab mum with 2 lovely children who need you. I understand somethings are too painful to talk about but to help yourself you need to, stuff that i can still never tell anyone esp family about have happened to me but after a few months of counselling i finally started opening up but still havent fully opened up.
Here for you hun you know that, hope you get on ok, please let us know how all goes
you know you can PM me anytime you want hun,
You are a fab mum with 2 lovely children who need you. I understand somethings are too painful to talk about but to help yourself you need to, stuff that i can still never tell anyone esp family about have happened to me but after a few months of counselling i finally started opening up but still havent fully opened up.
Here for you hun you know that, hope you get on ok, please let us know how all goes
Flossy you're not a failure at all, please don't think like that hun.
As the other girls have said you have a lot of friends on here, and we are all willing to listen if you need to talk. It's sometimes easier talking to strangers than people close to you.
As the other girls have said you have a lot of friends on here, and we are all willing to listen if you need to talk. It's sometimes easier talking to strangers than people close to you.
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Hi hunny,
All I can do is echo what the others have said. Please get help, don't feel ashamed for how you are feeling, its normal & so many people go through the same & they do come out the other side, it will just take time so give yourself plenty & take each day as it comes.
When you do feel like taking your life just think about how your children would feel, they need there Mummy in their life no matter what you think of yourself. They adore you & will never see you as a failure because you're not.
Don't let any man make you feel that way, you are a beautiful person, its hard but be strong hun, you can do it.
Pm me or email me anytime, i'm always here
All I can do is echo what the others have said. Please get help, don't feel ashamed for how you are feeling, its normal & so many people go through the same & they do come out the other side, it will just take time so give yourself plenty & take each day as it comes.
When you do feel like taking your life just think about how your children would feel, they need there Mummy in their life no matter what you think of yourself. They adore you & will never see you as a failure because you're not.
Don't let any man make you feel that way, you are a beautiful person, its hard but be strong hun, you can do it.
Pm me or email me anytime, i'm always here
