fed up

[sophie]

im really fed up AF arrived on tues last week lasted a day been gettin all the symptoms of pregnancy as u all might know, took the test sat BFN also started to spot again, lasted bout 10 mins then nothin then today ive been feelin really emotional i cried cos i couldnt find my hairbrush an still with symptoms, so i bought another test, went to do it but spottin again which has now stopped, i now have a pain in my right side.also feelin really bloated ive had to undo my jeans (non uniform day ) thats typical!
anyway sorry to moan (again) just had to get it all out!
basically i have no idea whats goin on with my body!
xx

 

[rusks]

oh sophie, really sorry you feeling like this, thinking of you. Im sure you are feeling down after getting your hopes up that it might be a BFP. I get ovulation pains, sharp pains in my right side when i ovulate, could you be ovulating so soon? i also get ovulation spotting. Do you temp and have you noticed what your cm has been doing?

 

[sophie]

hi rusks, i have some OPK'S at home i might test tonight to see then!
i dont temp no, maybe start thinking about doin it though, cm seems to be no different. i have had a touch of cystitis though maybe my infection hasn't fully gone. i might make an appointment with doc.
thanks rusks
xxx

 

[rusks]

i guess it could be to do with the infection also. Hope everything goes ok. xx

 

[Wobbles]

Hmmmm

I know this is weird but maybe repeat HPT in the morning just to rule it out Sophie. x

 

[sophie]

hi wobbles
i havent done another test yet, i was thinking about doin it in morning, so i might just do that! its really getting to me now cos i want it so much, as most of u probably understand what i mean!
i have cried at almost everythin today, maybe its the stress of TTC i need to chill abit i think!
xxx

 

[Wobbles]

It may be stress related (the spotting) but if in your mind you have the want to rule pregnancy out again or suspect pregnancy in any way TEST oput your mind at ease one way or the other.

TTC is a bloody nightmare we can't believe the emotions & reality this has brought to our lives.

 

[sophie]

i will test in morning if no i am deff looking to just chill an take each day as it comes! its not fair on mark (oh) either im on an on all the time! i never thought gettin pregnant would be so hard.
xx

 

[rusks]

any news sophie?