DD today

[tracey 2]

well its finally come round at last it would be my DD today for my first angel, i havent been around a lot for the last few days got a lot on my mind even on top of this and im just not coping well.

Iv booked a couple of days of work i dont think i can face it, how did everyone cope with getting through their DD or how will you get through it when the time comes? i hope no-one minds me asking.

I wont be back for a day or two just to clear my head a bit i just wanted to release this a little, my heart is breaking so badly and all i want to do is curl up in bed and just sleep for the next week until this passes

I know im feeling very sorry for myself and at the moment i cant help it, its my way of coping, what i wouldnt give to have my babies in my arms right now.

Sorry thank you for reading

 

[fothers]

Really sorry Tracey- I don't have any advice but am sending loads of hugs

 

[mary70]

so sorry hun hope you feel a little better soon

 

[Karly1824]

Sorry you are going through this now hun.
I have no advise but i also dread my DD coming round, you get through it best way you can XXXX

 

[claire81]

I'm so sorry for your sad day Tracey x

 

[smurf]

I am so sorry Tracey you having such a tough time. I don't blame you for burying your head for a few days and you definitely did the right thing taking a couple fo days off work. I had to go past my DD in January and found it really tough cried a lot but I got through it and I am sure you will too.

 

[sarah113]

im so sorry hun, hope you feel better soon

 

[Emmylou]

Hiya Tracey,

Just wanted to send you a truck load of hugs.......Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you.....lots of love

 

[happy-chick]

Hiya Tracey,

Im sorry hun, like I said in the PM I was worried about you cos hadnt seen you around but it all makes sense now.

Im dreading my DD, its a while off yet but I dont know how ill cope with it. I said to my OH I wana try and be away at the time so that I can try and keep our minds off things a little..... how that will work I dont know.

Your bound to feel really emotional and sad on the days around your DD, its a very sad time for you and brings back all of the memories/emotions you had managed to put a lid on.

My thoughts are with you sweety, you know if you need a shoulder to lean on then to give me a nudge. Take the next few days easy and dont pressure yourself to get back to 'normal' and things.

My thoughts are with you hun xxxxxxxxx

 

[neeko_1]

hun i'm sorry lots of hugs for you

with my 1st pregnancy i didn't not think about her/his due date... i just thought of nothing ....... even those i do think s/he would of be one now

but it's okay hun... just take some time to your self

 

[fynemum]

Hey Sweetie.... Here we are feeling sad and lonely and our angels are up there PARTYING Big day for them and they are watching over us today. I have been thinking about you as you know....
You go out and have a nice time with your friends, take all the time you need to heal, and remember, when we are at our lowest, we are never alone...
Your friend, trying hard to give you a wee smile and a big piece of chocolate cake, Yvonne xx

 

[Happybunny]

I am so sorry you are feeling so sad Tracey, but it is understandable, the DD is a poignant reminder of your loss. It was my first baby's DD in Feb. It was very hard. The week running up to it was hardest because I tried to not focus. The actual day was not as bad as I thought, but I did just stay in with OH and felt sorry for myself. Then I woke up next day and decided to try and look forward.
I am dreading DD of my second baby as it is on my wedding anniversary. I don't want to always associate this happy date with a sadness.
Sending you lots and lots of love
Michelle
xxxx

 

[mummykay]

big hugs for u tracey

 

[Sarah&Braydon]

awww sweetie im sorry

 

[SarahB]

So so sorry honey, thinking about you

 

[mishm]

Hi Tracey sorry not been around for a bit so sorry your having to go through this hun just pm me if u ever need to chat

 

[nikkif]

big hugs

 

[Rubys mummy]

Sweetie, just popped on to update..havent had a chance all week...I am sorry I missed this on Monday, and hope you are feeling ok??? Your angel will defo be looking down on you, so so proud of mummy and I bet playing party games with all the other angels...

Big hugs to you doll thinking of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[tracey 2]

Thank you everyone for your lovely messages, im doing ok now i think still a bit not quite with it but am ok.

Emmylou- thanks hun, now when is your daughter going to make an appearance hey

Jo- you will find a way of dealing with your DD the best you can and i think going a way for a bit will help a lot. Thanks for all the support.

Yvonne- thank you, i was thinking of you as well on mon and will PM you now to make sure your ok. Our angels will always be friends just like their mummy's, i know they are up there partying.

Michelle- im glad your DD went ok, and your next one will be ok too hun, your strong and you know where i am if you want to chat.

Zoe- have PMed you hun, im ok thanks now a lot better than what i was last week.

But seriously guys thank you all so much dont know where i would be without this forum.

 

[cloud9]

Only just seen this post Tracey

just wanted to send you big