Cycle day 33

[Hearyoume]

And going by today it looks like AF is finally showing her ugly head 5 days late.
After my BFN Sunday and no symptoms of AF till about an hour ago I was really starting to hope and think I had just test early and that when I tested again Saturday it would be the result we all so desperately want.
I didn’t realise how hard and heartbreaking this journey would be. I see so many people around me easily falling pregnant.

It kills me even more because today I learnt someone I know is pregnant again with their 4th child, by a 4th Dad after just randomly hooking up. Even worse her previous 3 are living with grandparents who has custody due to neglect.

 

[Vintageling]

Sending huge hugs hun but your not out untill the red lady sings

 

[Hearyoume]

Sending huge hugs hun but your not out untill the red lady sings

Thank you.
I feel like I am. I had really light and Minor pink blood on tissue this morning then nothing but since the cramp feeling started there is more when wiping and it’s more red.

PCOS and struggling to conceive runs in my family (they only decided to tell me this weekend m) my Drs have agreed to see my next month if nothing happens this month and discuss it all.

Just never knew how hard I would find all of this

 

[Vintageling]

Yea my mum gave me and my sister the revelation when we got 27 that the majority of the women in our family have had historectomies (if that's spelt right ) by the age of 27 and mum had issues conceiving which we already knew. It's scary when you find stuff out like that but remember we are all different even from our mother's our bodies are different and it will happen hun you will get your bfp