I was so happy!! I think I gave my SIL a heart attack, as I ran down stairs screaming 'ASHLEYYYYYYYY!! THERE'S 2 LINES, LOOK!!' I was shaking so much! I wasn't expecting it this month tbh, as we had eased up on TTC the last 2 months, so was such a lovely suprise!!
It's going to mean alot to my OH and his family, as his dad passed away last year, and his grandad has terminal cancer. My OH ex gf fell pregnant and had an abortion behind his back, so will mean so much to him.. It's going to be terrifying aswell, as my other SIL lost her son to cotdeath and had a MC at 7 months. Her daughter (my neice) is 6 months and is a CONI baby (care of the next infant) and has a sleep monitor and other precautions in place. Because of this, we will have the same precautions which adds fear in itself.. I was a CONI baby too, after my sister Louise died as a baby..
I'm trying to stay positive, and try not to think about all that. I am scared it might go wrong, but I see that as tempting fate lol.
How about you? xx
Oh! Life can be so cruel at times, but what will be will be i guess and i think the more we are gonna think the worst the worse it will make it for ourselves and our little angels!
TBH we had given up trying! I was put on the waiting list of IVF in January so was just enjoying my life with my OH. It was a friend that suggested to do a test and i was adamant that i was going to do it Saturday but curiosity got the better of me and i did next day!
I literally went to the toilet my OH was there too, peed on th stick came straight up with the + and i said "i'm pregnant". I didnt say it excitdly though! I just didnt believe it!!!!!
I literally texted my mum a pic and asked she was like whoop im a nanny! i was completely bewildered! still am!
My OH was soooooo pleased! he had this massive grin on his face from ear to ear bless him!
I even took my test to the pharmastic before i came to work yesturday morning and asked what they thought and then i did another in the morning at work lol.... It took three clear blue tests one was digital for it to actually sink in a little bit!
I am so happy my body has done this for me! Before our week away in Egypt we were exercising and eating really well i lost 6lbs before my holiday and i recon this helped!
xx