This time on Friday I should have had my baby and I am starting to feel really nervous and scared as well as being excited. I've got a real mixture of emotions and don't know where to begin really. I'm praying that everything is ok with the baby and that I am able to make a speedy recovery so we are home in time for christmas.
I'm also really worried about being away from my daughter for a minimum of 3 nights, I've not had one night away from her since she's been born and I know already I am going to miss her so much. I think I'll probably end up spending a lot of time in hospital on my own as we can't expect our daughter to be happy stuck in a ward all day long.
It's weird to think that this time in 4 days I should be holding my baby, I can't wait to find out what sex they are. I change my mind from week to week. Last week I thought we were having a girl, this week I think it's a boy!!!!
Wish me luck

I'm also really worried about being away from my daughter for a minimum of 3 nights, I've not had one night away from her since she's been born and I know already I am going to miss her so much. I think I'll probably end up spending a lot of time in hospital on my own as we can't expect our daughter to be happy stuck in a ward all day long.
It's weird to think that this time in 4 days I should be holding my baby, I can't wait to find out what sex they are. I change my mind from week to week. Last week I thought we were having a girl, this week I think it's a boy!!!!
Wish me luck

