another hurdle

[dina.marie]

it just hit me.... i was meant to be starting my maternity leave next week.

when i was pregnant i caught the bus to work with another preg lady she was alot further gone than me, i havent seen her in ages until today i saw her pushing a pram

 

[babyblonde]

Awwwww sweetie

It's hit me again a lot this week - I stupidly managed to remind myself that I would have been 12 weeks on christmas day and all people seem to be talking about this week is how close christmas is.

 

[dina.marie]

i know if it was up to me xmas would be cancelled this year.

i would have been getting lots of baby stuff for xmas and may of even had my baby by xmas.

argh why is life so shit sometimes.

 

[babyblonde]

Because bad things happen to good people hun.

Why else would slutty teenagers be wandering around breathing second hand smoke all over their unwanted babies while we're stuck ttc???

(puts soapbox away in cupboard again and sits down)