morning girls, well after a sleepless night, def have af cramps now, still brown on pl and when wiping, not heavy but def there, and def feel like af gonna come on. took dip test with fmu and its fainter than yesterdays which was mega strong. so not looking good girlies. dreading the scan, dont even feel like going. whats the point in them telling me what i already know. but oh saying should still go, i hate this. last time was dying to ttc again but this time i think its time to stop, cant really go through this again. i know i am very lucky that i'm early on, and some girls have gone through so much more than this, but i cant seem to get past the 5+2 stage so dont really think theres any point. i am grateful for my three kids, maybe that should be enough. sorry about the rant, just getting myself to that point of acceptance so i dont get too upset at hospital. hayels...good luck today i hope u have better news than me...xxx jj....hope all settles with u too...xxx