AF is here again, I'm feeling so low

[Tanya4beauty]

Just had a lovely weekend away at centre parcs with some friends and their 1yo. AF decided to show yesterday which was annoying. So whilst I was surrounded by children and pregnant ladies I discovered yet again that I'm not pregnant for another month. Now I'm home and hubby has gone to work I feel so crap and all I want to do is cry. I feel like all I have to look forward to is work I feel like such a negative, miserable person and I'm not like that really. My hormones are driving me nuts.

 

[Spinneygirl]

Sorry to hear that, FX for November xxx

 

[Karate Kid]

Hey there..... this is my first post but I can really relate to what your saying. AF arrived in full force this morning and I am now at work surrounded by what feels like hundreds of pregnant ladies. I just wish it was my turn too.

To top it all off I'm in more pain than normal and I just feel like eating everything in sight...

I have just ordered some Ovulation Test kits because my cycle length varies so hopefully that will help.

FX for November.... hate being miserable because that just isn't like me!!

xx

 

[hayes]

I feel the same, wanted to cry when af arrived last week but as i too feel like im surrounded by pregnant ladies and i work with children too!!! But feel better this week and think right on to october month 5 for me and fx it will b our time soon.

Michelle. x

 

[DaisyPurple]

I'm the same hun cycle 16 just started xx

 

[Drummers_wife]

I'm with daisy cycle 16!!
It does sometimes get easier girls chin up and hope ur not longtermers like me and daisy daisy

 

[Tanya4beauty]

to you guys. It must drive you nuts when people like me who haven't been trying so long moan. It's just the crappy hormones. It's like a double whammy:- here you go here's af and a dose of hormones to make you feel like the world is gonna end. Mmmm cheers for that!!
Let's hope November will be super lucky for all of us

 

[DaisyPurple]

One month 16 months the disappointment is still the same hun xx thank god for PF and we can all be there for each other xx

 

[blondy13]

Big hugs tanya4beauty - this forum is great for feeling better isn't it. I hope you had some chocolate or something to help you feel better? xxx

 

[Tanya4beauty]

Well I had a curly wurly lol!! Trying to be good after scoffing all weekend!
Just another moan, is anyone else growing to hate facebook?!!! A friend of mine (not a really close on) who I mentioned we were ttc to back in feb only got married last month and has just announced she is 12 weeks pg. They were gonna try after the wedding. I'm so bloody envious and that sounds so mean. At the moment I feel like I don't want to talk to them.
And thanks daisypurple xx

 

[DaisyPurple]

I can't begin to tell you how much I detest Facebook lol I came off it over 3 years ago now, it is so intrusive anyway rant over lol xx

 

[julianne]

I hear ya Tanya. And I agree with daisy purple - disappointment is disappointment no matter what the cycle. I'm hitting month15. Our monthly hormones play havoc with us and just like you I was at work last week with a Mutha of a Flo (there was no Aunt about it) and could barely bare to look pg colleagues in the eye. I can laugh to myself about it now but at the time it is just horrid. At least we all have this place to come to to rant cry vent etc and you ladies are all fabby!!

Big hugs Tanya. Hope you feel a bit better soon. xx

 

[Tanya4beauty]

Thank you everyone, hopefully I'll be my normal happy self tomorrow. All I've done today is cry, I look like a puffy eyed hamster lol.
Don't think my hubby really understands how I feel either. Meeting my mum for lunch tomz so that will break up work and sometimes we just need our mums. Even tho I am 30 lol!!
Thanks to all you guys, I really hope you are all ok, you're such lovely people xxx

 

[DaisyPurple]

:grouphug: xx

 

[Drummers_wife]

Like the others said every month is disappointing and doesn't matter what month ur on x

I'd like a grouphug - hubby has sperm analysis tomorrow and worried he's not gona be able to do it! He gets floppy when feels pressure so fingers crossed he can do it for me!!

 

[babyg]

aww sorry to hear you are feeling down

fx for your bfp soon

 

[Tanya4beauty]

to all, hope the analysis goes well drummers wife.
Had another very tearful day today, putting it down to hormones and gonna try to be more positive tomz. I really need to pull myself together, I could be here for a while and if I don't sort myself out I'm gonna go nuts.
I can't change my fate, what will be will be. Going to look forward to new York in dec and then Xmas. Then will book to go away in march if still not pg.
Good luck everyone xx

 

[KMG]

Hi Tanya4beauty,

how are you feeling today?

I am blue today after being very positive all month i have all the signs that AF is on her way - rubbish!

Oh well roll on November

xx

 

[Tanya4beauty]

Hi KMG, sorry I've only just seen this post!!
I've been feeling much better the last couple of days. Just looking forward to trying again this month. The goods news is my oh has now stopped taking steroids (for his crohns) which he has been on pretty much since we started ttc. These don't help with sperm count so I'm hoping that in a few months something will happen!! Apparently it takes about 3 months for spermies to recover lol. I have a doctors appointment next week just to discuss my irregular periods since stopping the pill and my hubbys situation too. Think my cycles are starting to settle, I just hoped that it would have been a bit quicker!!
Anyway how are you feeling today? Hope you feel a bit happier, hopefully it's just hormonal like me. Sometimes I think I'm going nuts!! Lol xx