4 years today and I miss you still

[vampysgirl]

Not sure if it's ok to post it here, but 4 years today I gave birth to my beautiful boy adam at 23+5.
He has passed away due to a heart deformation which wasn't detected at the 20 week scan.
I remember this day as if it were yesterday. Adam was born at 4.28pm only weighing 31g and he was 13cm big. After 2hours in labour I had him in my Arms. Nothing prepared me for this moment.
Now 4 years on and pregnant with joey I still wish adam would be here.
I love and miss my little boy every day and I will till the day I die.
Sorry if this post doesn't belong here but I just wanted to write it down somewhere and maybe give others hope that go through the same.
You never forget it just gets a little easier, I know think back to it all with a smile. After all, he is still my son and I know he is looking after his 2 brothers. His older one tony and his younger one Joey.

 

[georgie20]

bless you. what a lovely way to look at things. you deserve al the happiness you can get xxx

 

[Frankielou]

Thoughts are with you hun but happy you see a good light to things and you have your other boys for comfort wishing you a healthy pregnancy with Joey x

 

[vampysgirl]

Thank you georgie and frankielou

 

[megsmeadow]

I think it's absolutely the right place to post. 4 years on and still learning to cope with the loss of little Adam. I hope today has been a peaceful one. xxx

 

[laurat]

Thinking of you! Xx

 

[heatheror12]

Thoughts are with you and your family on Adams 4th birthday. He will be watching down on you and his brothers. Xx

 

[ema-lou24]

I think its lovely that you have shared this with us. thinking of you and your family xxx

 

[Lepus14]

thinking of you, lots of love xx

 

[Louandtwins]

Happy birthday Adam!! (Sorry I'm a bit late) xxx

 

[Natalilly1288]

Thinking of you Hun of course it belongs here can't imagine how u feel something like that will get easier but the pain will never go away xxxxxx