She was here for an hour, went through so so much about labor and birth plan including delivering the placenta naturally which was really interesting and I'm 100% hoping my body will let me do that. Feel really in the know now even tho I do feel a little overwhelmed.
I've been really emotional today, on and off crying, texting OH to see if he thinks ill make a good mum. Bloody hormones. When midwife felt for baby she's back to back and I don't know why but it's really frightened and upset me, FTM syndrome maybe but I think with every app going perfect it shocked me she had moved. She's also 4/5ths engaged. Xxxxx