Recent content by kisty2006

Hi everyone, Thanks for all for the replies, I've had some bad news from the doc's, it seems my body has started to go through the menopause and won't be able to have children. My periods have already stopped, the last one was about 6 weeks ago. I am really sad and don't know how to cope...

Hi everyone, sorry i have not been around for a while as i've been trying to get my life back in order. I had a m/c back in Feb this year at about 11 weeks and found it hard to cope. Then when the baby was due to born I found out I was pregnant again. I went to the doc and was told I was about...

Mines is ok too :lol:

Sarah, I'll be 18 on 20th june. Kirsty

When will this awful phase pass, everywhere i seem to look i can see pregnant women and it's making me so upset and the dact i'm still hurting from my period isn't helping. I don't want to go back to the doc's as I don't want to be taking any more pills and don't want to be given stronger...

Hi Anna Marie, Thanks for you reply, you seem to be the only one. My collegues know what happened to me, and when I came back to work I told them to treat me as though nothing has happened. They can see i'm upset but don't know what to say to me as I seem to fly of the handle if they say the...

Spent last night crying after my first day back at work, to make matters worse there id a guy how workes close by how has just came back from parterntity leave and eveyone is over looking at the pics of his baby. I HATE my body and what it's putting me through, i still have my little bump...

Hi, I thought I was getting better after my m/c 3 weeks ago but at the weekend I had my first period since loosing my little bean and been in agony with heavy bleeding. The whole thing just triggered of all the bad memories of when I had the m/c and spent most of the weekend in tears. I have...

Hi, I got to bury my little bean on Saturday. I had choosen a rose bush from a website that my dad had shown me and he said they were going to plant it in his/her memory. When it came to planting it my mum gave me a jar containing my litttle been, I just spent ages crying and holding it and...

Anna Marie, I feel the emotions you mentioned, everytime I try and talk to my mum I just break down and start crying. I hate myself and feel everytings my fault that I didn't take better care of my baby and it's now been taken away. I look down at my belly that still looks as though I'm...

Thanks for your supportive comments but I'm finding it hard to put into words how I feel, I have all this pain inside me and can't talk to anyone. I've been put on anti-depressants but they are not helping me at the moment, I have just given up on everything. I don't wash, my hairs a mess and...

Hi, I think I need to talk to people about how i'm feeling as I finding it difficult to cope with the whole experience. I'm try to deal with the both sets of pain at once and feel I would benefit from people who have gone through this, I'm not an emotionally strong person and the slightest...

Anna marie, Thanks for your concern. I feel the same way you did as I'm still in pain and bleeding, I just wish it would go away. I can't face talking to anyone face to face outside my parents and don't feel like to anything

Hi S, I'm still not coping very well, it's been over a week since I miscarried and finding it hard to deal with. The doc has given me antidepressants and tehy have help me a bit, can't stop blaming myself for whats happened. Glad you are feeling better though. Kirsty

Thanks for your kind words beanie Kirsty