I'm crying so bare with me lol hormones!! you know how it is lol
HAPPY HALF BIRTHDAY TO MY GORGEOUS LITTLE BOY!!! He's Honestly The Best Thing That Has Ever Happened To Me!! I feel llike a part of me failed him as he doesn't have a dad around. His dad hasn't seen him in 8 weeks and before that he would only see him when he could be bothered, But on the other hand i give him even more love to make up for it and i get rewarded for that every single day and i love it!! I just don't understand how someone can not even miss there own flesh and blood but thats his problem i suppose. Ryan knows who i am and apparently he's like a different child when im with him which makes it all seem sooo worth it, I dunno what id do without ryan anymore.
Anyway we are off to Butlins for the week this morning! Lol its Ryan's first holiday and im gonna spoil him ROTTEN! And his great grandad that he only met for the first time last week (Ryan's dads family didnt know about ryan till about 3 weeks ago when i turned up on there door step) gave ryan £30 to spend lol so he has his own purse lol yes i know hes only 6 months but thats his money to spend.
Sorry for the long post xx
HAPPY HALF BIRTHDAY TO MY GORGEOUS LITTLE BOY!!! He's Honestly The Best Thing That Has Ever Happened To Me!! I feel llike a part of me failed him as he doesn't have a dad around. His dad hasn't seen him in 8 weeks and before that he would only see him when he could be bothered, But on the other hand i give him even more love to make up for it and i get rewarded for that every single day and i love it!! I just don't understand how someone can not even miss there own flesh and blood but thats his problem i suppose. Ryan knows who i am and apparently he's like a different child when im with him which makes it all seem sooo worth it, I dunno what id do without ryan anymore.
Anyway we are off to Butlins for the week this morning! Lol its Ryan's first holiday and im gonna spoil him ROTTEN! And his great grandad that he only met for the first time last week (Ryan's dads family didnt know about ryan till about 3 weeks ago when i turned up on there door step) gave ryan £30 to spend lol so he has his own purse lol yes i know hes only 6 months but thats his money to spend.
Sorry for the long post xx