I have just found out that an old friend, who is now a heroin addict and has been for almost 15 years has just given birth to her second child. How is this fair that people who have been trying to hard for a much loved and wanted baby find it so difficult to concieve and then some people can just get pregnant whilst abusing their bodies in the most awful way! Sorry I know Im ranting, but its really hard when you want something so much. I never drink or smoke, I watch what I eat all on the hope that I will make my body the best temple possible for a little one to grow in! Its just not fair is it!??