Thought I would come say hi

[diddydons]

Hi everyone. Im Donna & Im expecting my 2nd baby. I am currently 14 weeks and 2 days gone. My 1st daughter died when I was 25 weeks pregnant after I went into prem labour for no known reason and she sadly slipped away a few minutes before birth. They class it as a "fresh Stillbirth" I miss her loads

So as you can imagine this pregnancy is going to be so much more stressful than a normal pregnancy should be and I cant let myself get exicted about anything incase the same happens again.

I just wanted to say hi and I am looking forward to getting to know you all.

Lots of love and bellyrubs x x x

 

[Mamafy]

14 weeks already hun, time has flew in

How are you feeling?

 

[diddydons]

I know....It feels like its gone so slow but then i look back and think...wow 14 weeks already. Its mad.

Im feeling ok. Scared, but ok. My last scan was 3 weeks ago now and ofcourse Im thinking that bub's heart has stopped or somethings wrong...cant help but panic. I have another scan in 2 weeks so im hoping everything is ok and that I might be able to find out if its a boy or girl

Thanks for caring hun x x

 

[Mamafy]

Any ideas/feelings on the sex of the baby?

The scans use to reassure me for all of a day then I used the doppler

 

[diddydons]

Im thinking and kinda hoping a girl. Everyone thinks its a boy though. It may sound silly because I know I will be getting a part of Sophie back...but if I have a little girl, chances are she will look alot like Sophie and I would quite like that....I dont know if that sounds wierd but thats how I feel.

Oh I know...they kept my mind at ease for a few days and then I was back to worrying...its really hard isnt it? I want a doppler, but at the same time if I cant find a HB Ill worry like mad....its catch 22 x x

 

[Mamafy]

I was the same after I lost Rory, felt I want another little bit of him back; I know exactly what you mean

It turned out I had to wait 12 years before I got another boy but I cherished the girls in between But when Joe was born, the floodgates opened and a part of me that had never greived and let go was released It was sad in a way but immensely happy at the same time

 

[diddydons]

Aw hun bless you I think I will be the same aswell. I bet its lovely having a part of him back.
So sorry to hear about little Rory by the way hun

Well its been lovely talking, but I have to go...is 1.10pm and I am still sitting him in my pj's lol. Will catch up later x x x

 

[Me, My Girls & I]

hiya hun! god i cant believe you're 14 weeks already! xx

 

[diddydons]

Oh I didnt realize that was you lol. Hi hun, hope your ok and the girls are doing well.

I really must go now. Lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Mamafy]

catcha later hun xxx

 

[Mervs Mum]

Hi hun

 

[Pompey_Princess]

sooooooo lovely to see you here sweetie xxxx

 

[Sam's Mum]

Hi Donna! I can't believe you're 14 weeks already! Great to see you over here x