nutcase109
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Hey girls. I am here just blubbing away. Thought Id come on the forum and let it out!
Every morning I wake up soooooo disappointed at still not being in labour. Im normally positive but Im losing the will to live! (over dramatic or wot?!)
Had a sweep yesterday and still nothing. Had discomfort all day after the sweep but no show, no contractions no nothing. Now I just feel impatient and stupid, as Id decided if I was offered a sweep I would decline, as I want baby to come when he or she is ready, and not make the baby feel unwelcome in there!
Ive only got a few days left on the homebirth rota, and if I dont pop, they wont come out to my home, I have to have it in hospital instead of my home water birth. I understand Ive got to go with the flow, so trying not to get upset about it, just so very disappointed.
Feel like Ive failed and my body's not working. Like its not producing the right hormones to start labour or something. Im so upset.
Sorry - what a post! Id slap me!
Emily xx
Every morning I wake up soooooo disappointed at still not being in labour. Im normally positive but Im losing the will to live! (over dramatic or wot?!)
Had a sweep yesterday and still nothing. Had discomfort all day after the sweep but no show, no contractions no nothing. Now I just feel impatient and stupid, as Id decided if I was offered a sweep I would decline, as I want baby to come when he or she is ready, and not make the baby feel unwelcome in there!
Ive only got a few days left on the homebirth rota, and if I dont pop, they wont come out to my home, I have to have it in hospital instead of my home water birth. I understand Ive got to go with the flow, so trying not to get upset about it, just so very disappointed.
Feel like Ive failed and my body's not working. Like its not producing the right hormones to start labour or something. Im so upset.
Sorry - what a post! Id slap me!
Emily xx
