Single figures & having panics!

[stacey_lea86]

Single figure countdown now which I am bloody glad about but I am feeling very, very anxious!

Me & Mr G were talking the other night & he brought up the whole 'placenta' issue. I bloody forgot about pushing that out. If delivering a baby wasn't enough I forgot I had to deliver that also. Why am I anxious about that? I have no idea...

I feel sorry for my trolls they're 4 & 6 as I've been so snappy & impatient with them lately. Just cannot seem to relax and the poor pug, well poor thing can't do nothing right!

What is wrong with me? I should be enjoying every last minute with my trolls, hubby & pug but I just want silence & to be by myself!

I'm starting to get anxious over German hospital, am I going to cope with baby?

Now the tears are flowing as I write this...

Because I have 9 days till DD, does this now mean baby can come at ANYTIME?

 

[ange34]

aww poor thing,cud be a change in hormones getting ready 4 birth.hope your ok xxxx

 

[rachyryan]

What you feeling is completley normal i am sure. I felt like this last night too. I have been so moody with my daughter, everything she does winds me up. It's just the hormones and worries about giving birth. I feel a bit the same, I am down in England (originally from Scotland) have no family or real support down here. I understand how your feeling, it is scary but i am sure you will cope amazingly well xx

 

[stacey_lea86]

Thanks ladies. I think I need to forget about counting down & relax & try enjoy the time as a 4some family well 5 including the pug!

I hate the fact of knowing it could be any time now. I much love organisation & even though I am prepared fully. I hate this feeling of the unknown & that it could happen when I am unprepared for example at the school bus stop, supermarket, etc! Haha

I am glad the baby is due within a few days of the school half term which means I get a week with my trolls & Baby G with hubby home too.

I just need to relax!

 

[ange34]

i kno what u mean about the worry of where youl b when it happens and labour starts.that is my main worry now,im not havin much paitience with the kids either lately,im on my own with 4 of em and pregnant with this 1,got no partner and all my family live 125 miles away....gud job iv got all u ladies on here 2 talk 2 or i think id go mad!!! lol xxxx

 

[stacey_lea86]

Aww bless you Ange, know how you feel. My family are all in UK. So I only have my friends to rely on. Although Hubby is home he can also be as useless as a chocolate teapot!

How do you keep your children entertained without losing your patience with them? Even things I used to find fun like baking & painting etc I can't find the fun in it? I just end up getting stressed out at stupid things like the mess & things!

 

[ange34]

well im not too bad now as far as havin 2 keep the kids amused coz they r 10..13..15 and 17 so they basically entertain themselves,its the mess and teenage hormones in the house that is driving mad at the min lol.i really didnt think i could have anymore kids and definatly wasnt plannin any but it just happend and was a massive shock!! im really happy about it now tho and think il have loads of patiance with this 1 now the others r alot older,it was really hard bringin them lot up when they were little coz they were all so close.my older ones will be a big help 2 me with the baby.xxx

 

[stacey_lea86]

Ahhh wow. Massive age gaps! Are they excited about the baby? I bet they will all be fighting to help once LO is here!

I never thought I would have another 1, with my others being so close in age & friendship I just hope the bigger gap doesn't get in the way! I think because I've been in such a rotuine for so long, starting all the way back to beginning is a bit scary don't you think? xx

 

[ange34]

yea they r all really excited and fightin over him b4 he's even born lol,i wont be short of helpers!!! it is weird 2 think about startin all over again,i thought them days were long gone.im glad tho because its lonely here on my own when their all at school and college,it will give me something to be occupied with and help fill my empty days.that makes me sound lazy lol but im not,i cant work due to a really bad accident when i was 16.if i was fit and well i would have ideally been workin all the hours god sends now the kids r grown up.so im really lookin 4ward 2 the baby comin xxx

 

[littlemiss83]

I'm the same due date as you. & i'm really anxious too.

I'm also grateful that i'm due during the school October holidays.

I hope my baby stays in as long as possible (I cant understand why ppl want baby out so quickly) I know it would be ok if born, I would just rather its in there til 40 weeks so its as big & healthy as it can get!

I'm hoping I dont go any day & it annoys me when ppl say...oooh it could be any day.

 

[i.love]

I'm only 37 weeks, but I am starting to feel very worried too! Yesterday had a bit of a panic moment. Well, there is nothing we can do really. So should just try and stay chilled... You are probably just going through a funny moment, it might all seem much better tomorrow! xx