jazzmum2be
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One minute ill be making scrap books with baby clothes stuck in it and writing down baby names, and the next Ill be sobbing for hours about how Im scared I wont be a good mum. The slightest things are making me cry at the moment, like last night a spider jumped on my bed, I have a massive fear of them and I was so tiered and I didnt go to bed till i saw it jump out the bed, but I was sobbing for hours about the fact I couldnt go to sleep. lol Funny when I think about it now. I couldnt get to sleep untill 5am because I felt like I was going to be sick. I got up at like 1pm today and Iv felt so sick all day, I still feel sick. All Iv been able to eat is half a bowl of tuna pasta because when I think about food It makes me want to be sick. Iv only actually been sick once, and what great a place for me to be sick was at my friends house. I stayed over my friend Dans house and I woke up at 6am puking up in his bathroom untill like 10am, how embarrasing. =/ And I feel tiered, all the time! But when I try and go to sleep I wont be able to get to sleep for hours =/ Any way I just needed a bit of a moan and stuff lol