my little bean didn't make it..

[Anna Marie]

Not really up to going into details as still in shock but yesterday after 4 days of bleeding I was admitted to hospital and found out by scan that my little bean's heart had stopped beating sometime between last monday [when I saw its little heart beating on our first scan!] and now...

Of course I am absolutely beside myself and am not sure I can think about trying again but I hope that all of you stay strong and look after your little bumps and look forward to the future with them.

 

I am so so sorry Anna Marie I know how much of a hard time you must be going through right now. I wish you all the best for the furtue and if you don't decide to post again, I hope you catch again soon and we might hear about it.

All my love and best wishes for you, xxx

 

[Kerry]

All my love to you sweetheart

huge hugs xxxxxxxxx

 

[fayebalina]

Oh sweetheart Im so sorry, i know u are unsure whether you can bring yourself to try again but im sure it will happen. I hope to see you on here again pretty soon if you do, come in here and say hello.....all my love and luck for the future, stay strong.
xxx Faye xxx

 

[SCARED MUM TO BE]

I AM SO SO SORRY AND I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO THINK WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, BUT WE ARE ALL STILL YOUR FRIENDS IN HERE SO DONT HESITATE TO COME IN AND SAY HI, I HOPE YOU WILL BE OK, LOADS OF HUGS GOING YOUR WAY HONEY, REALLY REALLY FEEL FOR YOU AT THE MIN.
BIG BIG HUG XXX

 

[Layla]

*Hugs*

xx

 

[Casa]

Aww hugs to you and your man

Hope things look up for you in the near future. How bout treating yourself to a nice massage too, your body will need to cleanse itself, and a massage is a great way to help this along. You'll be feeling emotionally upset, but your body is upset too. It's time to pamper yourself more now.

Chin up chic, this is only temporary!

xx

 

[Anna Marie]

Hi Everyone and thanks for your lovely support.

I am feeling a bit better these days... I had my follow up scan and it showed the m/c was complete so that was good news.. no need for d&c etc.. the bleeding and pain did stop although emotionally I am still very much on a roller coaster ride..

last week was tough as my little sis got married and I was a bridesmaid so i had to put on a brave face and lie to everyone that I am OK [only immediate family know what has happened] and I guess I just felt so low that this would have been the week we announced our good news [12/13 week mark!] so I am a bit low at the moment and exhausted as back at work now.

I am starting to think about the future, I am seeing the specialist in Sep for tests and hope that my body returns to normal asap so that if I do want to try again I know I am ready to physically. Mentally I am still all over the place but I do know that I really DO want to be a mother... I am just petrified of failing again.

Anyway I hope all you Marchies are doing well and little bumps are growing!!!

Take care
x

 

[lisa31]

Anna Marie

So sorry to hear your news. Its very difficult to know what to say, only take each hour/day as it comes.

Thinking about you. Keep us posted.

L x

 

[Amanda & Bump]

hey you haven't failed at all, it's just something so awful that shouldn't have happened to you, but it did and it's not your fault.
Keep strong hun, you will be a mum when the time is right and you'll be a fantastic mum!!
All our love and hugs
Amanda & Bump xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx