I've had the week from hell, fighting to try and get a response from social services regarding pre-birth assessment, i'm beginnign to think they're not interested in our family which is fine by me but would be nice to have that in writing then on top of that stress from the housing situation. Council said on Friday that if reprocession goes ahead then they'll give us a property next friday but landlord playing delay games with mortgage company so they might be pulling out on the reprocession which means if that happens council won't house us as they won't deem us homeless which means we have to stay here with a shitty threaterning landlord. I hate this house and it's just depressing me so much now and I just feel like i'm dragging myself through each and every day, I'm far from happy at the moment. To top that stress up my step father died on friday which means mother now depends on me and my sister and not sure what I can do really in that situation and both me and my sister are convinced she'll go down hill and start overdosing again and end up back in hospital. Now to top all that shit stuff up I've come down with a stinking flu bug and I can't really take much to relieve it. I've had a lemsip tonight and am going to put some vix on a tissue to try and help releave the blockness but I just feel very run down, depressed and very sorry for myself. I need a break big time.
sorry about the rant
sorry about the rant