I'm sick of this!!!

[jarjar7]

Hi Ladies...pointless post coming up but just wanted to say that I am so sick of waiting for AF to turn up!!!! Due tomorrow/Saturday but the last few days with the pains etc is just doing my head in...this is the worst part of the 2ww for me...just want to either go to the loo and it be there or wish it was Sunday already and I knew I was late!!!! Tested this morning with fmu and got BFN so its even more frustrating!!!!

 

[NatEvz]

I know how you feel Jarjar, i think we all do actually. Try to keep your chin up and think positive thoughts xxx

 

[jarjar7]

Thanks hun...its just all waiting isn't it??? You wait til you OV so you can bang away then you have to wait for AF to turn up (or not, ideally!) and I've never been patient!!!! Lol...
xxx

 

[x-misspinkuk-x]

i know hun, i think the 2ww is just there to annoy us lol.
really hope this is it for you xx

 

[peachypam]

Jarjar know how you feelin' doll.I'm due AF today and no sign.Was all hopeful today only to get a BFN.Not even the faintest line.Soul destroying.15 months ttc doin' my head in!Gonna BD with OH tonight as that usually brings it on.TMI I know!

 

[jarjar7]

I'm exactly the same, fed up of seeing BFN's month after month...I keep getting AF type pains today but lower down than I normally get them and I'm thinking 'Oooh, could that be PG related?' but it never is and I'm always clutching at straws...gonna have to try the bd trick tonight too, it usually brings mine on as well!!! xxx

 

[peachypam]

Every month I keep thinking that maybe I'm just testing too early but the witch always gets me!You hear of women who dont get a BFP until they are really really late.I've wasted 3 tests already this month.Will just have to be patient and hopefully it will be our month soon!xxx

 

[jarjar7]

Yeah, I've done 2 so far...one was last Saturday cos I got a very faint line on an OPK on friday...that was stupid, I knew that one would be too early!!
Our time will come hun, just hopefully sooner rather than later...its so downheartening month after month...
xxxxx

 

[DEBORAH78]

i have the 2 ww now till 30th june.
we have been trying for 3 years its heat breaking,we will all get there...

 

[jarjar7]

3 years, I feel awful now, moaning about it only being 6 months for me...sorry...It must be so much harder for you hun...
xxxx

 

[DEBORAH78]

yes,its always on my mind if,when, will i ever....

this is my second cycle on clomid so fingers crossed it will be our year.
i think in 3 month plans... we book a break away or an event to keep us not going crazy....
we just want it so bad.
one month we have differnet colour bedding,curtains pulled/not pulled,spells from fertillty witches we have done it all!!

never give up hope we havent YET... ! 6 months is nothing hold in there xx

 

[debsladybird]

Sending you lots of baby dust hon!!! Hope AF stays away and you get your BFP!! xxx

 

[shootingstar22]

Are you missing any af symptoms?

Usually a week before my af i get heavy, painful boobs and my back aches like crazy. I didnt get that like normal, i got it a day before af was due....but af didnt arrive and i got a + hpt instead.

 

[jarjar7]

That's what makes me feel awful cos I know 6 months is no time at all and there are people out there going through so much more than me...good luck though hun...I really hope it happens for you soon...xxx

I have got SOME AF symptoms but then I've got other stuff going on that I dont usually get, like AF type pains but REALLY low down round my ovaries, nausea and back ache...xxx

If she is gonna come I really hope it is today! Dont need another day just waiting!! Lol...xxx

 

[xXxBonnyxXx]

Fingers crossed that she doesn't show for you hunni! x x x

 

[PinkPunch]

Hope she doesn't show up at least you don't have long to wait to find out either way x

 

[jarjar7]

Thanks ladies...having some really weird pains today, like shooting pains, no actual AF pains and my boobs really ache...wish I could see into the future!!!
xxx

 

[peachypam]

I am 1 day late now.Tested yesterday with mid mornin' pee and got BFN.BD last night which usually brings it on but nothing.Feelin' bit sick but this isn't unusual when AF on its way.Dont want to get hopes up.Just wish we could all get our BFP!

 

[jarjar7]

Same here PP...usually if I bd it brings it on but last night the last thing I felt like doing was having sex, dont know why, just wanted to curl up in bed and go to sleep! Good luck hun...
xxxx

 

[jarjar7]

Urgh...I have just come over feeling really sick...sitting at my desk at work and thought I'd have to run to the toilet...ok, so this is either baby or the waiting is REALLY getting to me!!! Its probably the waiting...
xxxx