I think I've lost the plot!!!

[pigletpoo]

This TTC business takes over your life!

I was convinced last month i was going to get a BFP, but didnt. Had all the symptoms, thought i had implantation bleeding, but nothing.

That means that my implantation bleed was infact AF and My last 2 cycles have been 24 days.
I came off BC in July, had a BFP in August, Miscarriage in September.

I have recently been following my BBT on fertility friend, and it would appear that I ovulated on CD 17 or 18 (later than I thought i would). My Temps are still high on CD 25. I BD'd on CD17.

I had bad AF cramps on CD 23and24, but no sign of AF. And no other sypmtoms at all. No sore boobs, no implantation, nothing. Just a hungry feeling.

Last month I was convinced because I "felt pregnant" but I wasn't, now this month I have no feelings like that at all.

I am becoming obsessed!!!! I'm scaring myself!!

And you know what else? I just bought baby clothes off ebay - a really cute lion king outfit for newborns. Whats wrong with me??????



I cant remember any sypmtoms when I was pregnant back in august. I wasnt really expecting to be. I just had implantation bleed for 3 days then was late for af. But nothing else really that I noticed. Maybe thats why I lost the baby?
Did a HPT thismorning - BFN. But I am only 7 or 8 DPO. If fertility friend is correct.

I need a holiday - anyone wanna come?? lol

Piglet xx

 

[Emma22]

I need a holiday - anyone wanna come?? lol

the stress of it all does take over and you do become obsessed. i went on holiday and got my bfp a week after i got back! holiday worked for me! get it booked!

 

[pigletpoo]

oh no, just had bit of pink when i wiped!

 

[Gem & Leland]

i been like that 2 days now its awfull

 

[pigletpoo]

HI GM3,

I've been following your threads, I really hope you get the results you want soon.

And thanks for the holiday tip Emma, i might just try it! lol

Piglet xx

 

[PyscoFalcon]

Can you fit me in your suitcase?

I'm starting to wonder if my really wanting to be pregant is what's causing my symptoms.

To top it all off 3 people asked me if I was pregnant today (only 1 knows I'm trying and not see other for 2 years!)

 

[Gem & Leland]

doh ! i had that the other day in the supermarket

well af fully here now

pfi really hope she doesnt come and get u too , wishing one of us to get a bfp this xmas !

 

[PyscoFalcon]

It's really annoying and upsetting isn't it.

Well I've got some bleeding on wiping only which could be implatation bleeding but I have a feeling later on or tomorrow AF will be here

Just have to wait and see.

 

[Gem & Leland]

do u temp aswell ? that was what gave my af away untill this morning when af fully came i think i was still convinced i was pregnant if it hadnt of been for my temps anyway !

 

[PyscoFalcon]

Yes but FF thinks I haven't even OVed yet!

 

[pigletpoo]

I think AF got me too.

All last night I had really bad cramps, worse than i can remember for a long long time.

I've only had light bleeding, but am still in agony!

My temp went from 36.9 yesterday, down to 36.0 today! A real nose dive on my chart! I can only assume that means no BFP this time.

Piglet xx

 

[Gem & Leland]

aww iglet , cant believe none of us are getting a bfp for xmas

 

[pigletpoo]

Well full blown AF is here.

But this is what I dont understand

Saturday temp 36.9
Sunday temp 36.0
Monday temp 36.7

Is that normal? AF started slowly on Sunday.

My cycle is about 25 days now, no providing I am ovulating I need to BD about the 19th - 22nd December, which means waiting until about 4th January before I can test. It's awful to wish away chrismas!

Piglet xx

 

[Becs]

Sorry to hear she got you Hon. On the positive side you have very short cycles so you get to try again very soon. Mines 10 days longer than yours, I'm really quite envious.

Still, really sorry that you didn't catch this time, It's obvious you really wanted it. Good luck for the new year.

Baby dust

 

[pigletpoo]

Thanks Becs, I never used to have really short cycles - its only since my miscarriage in September, so I dont know if its just messed up my body completely! I never know if its going to just sort its self out and go back to 28 like i used to have.

But good luck to you too. Its so hard waiting all the time isn't it.

Maybe we'll all get what we want in 2007.

Does anyone know if its normal for temp to drop and rise again so dramatically around AF? If it wasn't for the heavy bleeding I'd be excited thinking I was having an implantation dip.

Thanks

Piglet xx

 

[maria1976]

Sorry to hear about AF peeps. Im still waiting was due AF today but nothing but then again I have done 4 tests now and still nothing.

I spent all night having strange dreams about getting a positive test in different scenarios!!!!

xx

 

[fothers]

Sorry to those of you that got AF, Maria I hope the witch stays away for you

 

[PyscoFalcon]

Sorry the witch arrived!

Hmm well I had a temp dip yesturday which I'm hoping was an implantaion dip. But then again my temps are in another world

Dosen't help I don't OV every month