I just cant believe it...**it gets worse

[amzhunny]

Hey all..

Ok.... yet my life has got even more hectic.....

My bro was rushed to hosp thursday with pancreatitus.... he had it last sep and it has come back again, he i so poorly. I just feel so help less again. I think i juts need a rant about how i am feeling, so i am sorry if i am going on and on.

I am trying to take care of Amber, take care of OH and now contending with visiting my bro, i am not moaning in the slightest because i would do anything for anyone but i just feel so strained. The week started on such a high withe me getting a new job but now i feel put back again.

Dont know if u remember a while ago me mentioning about my headaches, well the doc has ruled out my contraceptives and has put me on beta blockers to prevent the headaches and reduce my blood pressure. The doc asked if i was stressed!!!!! I just said i was stretched...i needeed about 2 miore pairs of arms lol.

I am just so worried about my bro he is so poorly and yet again i feel so helpless.


*** OH is back in hosp now....they are on opposite wards!!!!!

 

[emma28]

no wonder you're 'stretched'. I'd be crying in a corner.

Hope your bro starts getting better soon, it's a horrid thing to have

 

[Krystal]

aww bless you, i think anyone in your situation would be feeling stretched. Is there anyone who can have LO for a couple of hours as it sounds like you could do with some me time

 

[Snuggle]

Aw hun, you sound shattered

Dont blame you for feeling 'stretched'

 

[MissThing]

Oh, just giving you these

 

[Kimbo]

oh no

 

[mrs_tommo22]

omg what happened to your oh?

 

[EllieG]

OMG you have so much on your plate! Is there anyone to support you?

 

[amzhunny]

My OH is just so complicated....!!!

basically he fell at work on some water and did himself some proper damage about 15 months ago now. He has had one hernia repaire and a hip op. It has left him well friday he was officially classed as disabled and getting disability living allowance thank fook need dollar!!

This feb he had to have the hernia re-repaired and week after he had that he got blood clots around the wound so had to be opened up again.

Now 4 weeks after that he is back in again because its swollen up and he is in heaps of pain.

I have just got back from hosp, put amber to bed...the only saving grace is my mum and dad go up every evening to see bro so they can have amber for ten mins here and there and i only have to walk 50 yards to see me bro!! Just shame neither of them can get out of bed to see each other lolol!

 

[leckershell]

Wish I lived closer, you got a lot on your plate. You're so strong for coping, I struggle with just Ryan at points!!

I'll try and find a way to come see you at some point chick, have you been able to meet up with Eve? Might be good to get out and just have a breather with someone else.

Sending hugs and best wishes to all xxx

 

[amzhunny]

I havent met up with Eve chick, i am back in Newport at min because after i had Amber, Dave went in for his hip op so i figured i would need some help and we havent moved back...!!

I am amazed how well i have coped through everything to be honest shell...sometimes i have just felt like curling up and screaming the house down and i do find amber hard sometimes especially if she is being "fanny anne" as i call her!! nothing satisfies her...so i bung her in her pushchair and we go walkies!

I just wish my life would calm down.....

 

[leckershell]

 

[amzhunny]

Thanks chick, i am going to chill out for an hour now and watch dancing on ice which i taped!!

 

[nikkif]

Sorry to hear you are having a hard time of it hun

 

[Lola's Mummy]

Awww hun!! Hope things get easier for you soon