Since i had my chemical pregnancy and Gal been away i have really started to appreciate all the good things i have got in my life. I was devastated when i found out about the cp and with Gal being away too it was so lonely, even though Hope was here i really needed someone to talk to. Me and Gal werent getting on before he went to the festival because he hardly does owt but i realised while hes away, that hes a fooking pain in the backside but i couldnt be with out him, id be too lonely. I lovee my family more then ever, i feel like i am getting back to feeling like me again 
