winnie89
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Hiya guys sorry I have been away for so long have been having some computer issues so I am writing this on my blackberry! Lol
This is just a general update I think, this last week and a bit I've had such a rollercoaster time I've been depressed and I've been horrible to everyone I have been everything this time I've been abusive and depressed and broody and the things I've said to all the people I've been horrible to I shouldn't of because I am struggling to deal with all of this situation as it were, I have had a long hard think of what I want and how it's going to affect my life I've just started on a dose of angus castus to see if it'll bring this cycle to an end, I've been reading zita west's guide to getting pregnant and I say it's been a great help because it's so supportive and has made me think a lot of how much I'm hurting and how much I'm hurting mark by telling him he's useless and I know it's not his fault just as the same as it's not my fault and I'm determined that I'm going to be a mom sooner or later it's just that I'm going to do it properly and I'm going to do it the best of my ability,
I'm not going to be bitter and horrible to the people I love because other wise I'm going to regret it and then I'll have nothing.
I hope everry one else is ok and that we are going to get our wishes soon xxxx
This is just a general update I think, this last week and a bit I've had such a rollercoaster time I've been depressed and I've been horrible to everyone I have been everything this time I've been abusive and depressed and broody and the things I've said to all the people I've been horrible to I shouldn't of because I am struggling to deal with all of this situation as it were, I have had a long hard think of what I want and how it's going to affect my life I've just started on a dose of angus castus to see if it'll bring this cycle to an end, I've been reading zita west's guide to getting pregnant and I say it's been a great help because it's so supportive and has made me think a lot of how much I'm hurting and how much I'm hurting mark by telling him he's useless and I know it's not his fault just as the same as it's not my fault and I'm determined that I'm going to be a mom sooner or later it's just that I'm going to do it properly and I'm going to do it the best of my ability,
I'm not going to be bitter and horrible to the people I love because other wise I'm going to regret it and then I'll have nothing.
I hope everry one else is ok and that we are going to get our wishes soon xxxx
