hello - is there still hope

[Ginnymarie]

Hello
I am infrequent user of forum, but hoping to be on more often now we are TTC big time after my m/c, I went and posted in symptoms forum as this month I was so so so so sure it was my month, for 5 days I had sore boobs, fatigue, weeing all time. My doc thinks egg fertilised but never implanted.
I have done about 10 tests some good some cheap.
Anyway, I started bleeding today, watery brown blood not just when I wipe, part of me is accepting it is my period the other part is hoping and praying it is implantation...can anyone offer any advice to me, I am sobbing as I write this, I want it so bad since my m/c
is there hope ?
xx

 

[mum2be?]

Once i see any blood i now have to admit to myself it AF on way, as i have gotten my hopes up too many months.

I really hope it is your month hunny

 

[Becs]

Hello Hon, I understand how you feel sinceI m/c in Feb and have been hoping to concieve again since then. When did you m/c? Also how many days past ov are you?

Becs

 

[Ginnymarie]

hi Bec

it is truly awful isn't it, can you remember my threads in the m/c and loss section, people on this forum were amazing. We tried bding about 16 days ago, I have a 28 cycle after m/c
i think i have accepted it is not my month
i think we got out dates wrong
il keep trying, I have been reading other threads
i need to relax !!!
I have given up wine and that has been making me tense i think, when i fell preg last time if was arounf my birthday, lots of wine and champers !
I look forward to getting to know you guys in TTC xxx

 

[Becs]

Yes I remember you Hon! You'll be back in first tri before you know it. Yeah try to relax if you can.

 

[DebbieM]

There's a lot of sadness in this part of the forum, but also a lot of hope. I'm sorry to hear about your m/c, it must have been awful for you.

You never know... this could be your month. Fingers crossed and do keep us informed. I will be rooting for you and everyone else in here who is TTC. xxx

 

[Ginnymarie]

hello
i was a bit graphic with my m/c so i apologise, it was so traumtic...
we left it a cycle and then started again but I was upset when trying as almost afraid to be pregnant again, then we went on hol and i really hoped it would be this time....
il keep trying and not obsessing so much
i read a post about everyone being preg at the mo and it is true !
bumps galore
!
ok, running myself a hot bath, still moping in my pjama's...this could be pmt
im so confused at my 2 weeks of sore breasts, even the veins popped out and they gew a cup size, my hubbie was thrilled !
xx

 

[Ginnymarie]

thanks girls
it means alot
maybe an april baby ...next month
il keep in touch and give all my luck to you guys too xx