Yes my little monster will be 2 on the 31st of july! 
I'm not sure what to do really..i can't have a party at my flat its too small,
I could have a party at my mum and dads house but the thing is i don't know if i will
want all Haydens dads family round there it might be akward as we arent together at the moment
and stuff...i don't want them all discussing us etc and just ughh.. the thought of it all disturbs me and
i want him to have a happy day. Plus i don't really have friends with children...i know a couple of ppl with kids round his age
but they arent really true friends and i'd feel weird inviting them along.
so really i want something on neutral ground..where any of either families could come...ah help..
maybe i could say me and Stewart just want to take him out for the day or something..I dont think i can deal with a party and all the politics which is so selfish and bad on Hayden..and ppl will obviously want to see him..oh god someone help me think
of a solution its driving me round the bend!!
I'm not sure what to do really..i can't have a party at my flat its too small,
I could have a party at my mum and dads house but the thing is i don't know if i will
want all Haydens dads family round there it might be akward as we arent together at the moment
and stuff...i don't want them all discussing us etc and just ughh.. the thought of it all disturbs me and
i want him to have a happy day. Plus i don't really have friends with children...i know a couple of ppl with kids round his age
but they arent really true friends and i'd feel weird inviting them along.
so really i want something on neutral ground..where any of either families could come...ah help..
maybe i could say me and Stewart just want to take him out for the day or something..I dont think i can deal with a party and all the politics which is so selfish and bad on Hayden..and ppl will obviously want to see him..oh god someone help me think
of a solution its driving me round the bend!!
