Hi Tracey,
Thank you for thinking if me, especially after all you have been through this week. I hope today was ok for you, I am going to read your post about results in a moment.
Last week was REALLY hard and I was mega tearful and I thought it may continue this week. However, things have been ok this week. Things have been really busy this week and I haven't had too much time to think about things.
I have been quite irritable and a little emoitional now and again. I think it was all AF hormones though because I am usually like that at my 'special time'!
There have been little reminders that my first LO would have been here this week, but I have been looking to the future and not letting it get to me. Although OH's cousin who is due this week after one night stand with a Nigerian sailor said 'Isn't it unlucky how you have been trying and can't have a baby and I got pregnant by accident!!!' Daft cow!
My AF is over now AND I am coming off the pills I was taking for my panic attacks. I decided to come off of them early and so far everything is going really well. It has made me optimistic that we can start TTC sooner than we had originally planned...this has given me a boost this week.
This week has definately been better than last week! Long may it continue, although I am beginning to learn that grief isn't a straight road, I might have a few more peaks and troughs, but that is part of the recovery process I suppose.
Thank you again for thinking about me honey!
Michelle
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