Charlotte_faeriemad said:
No you didnt make me cry, I'm just having to old myself together at the moment and trying not to break in front of the kids (they off school with the snow) trying to be strong for them.
God listen to me, woe is me!
We have decided we can't keep our 7 month puppy and its breaking my heart. Told the kids last night and my eldest DS is devastated and didnt expect it at all, my youngest however had guessed and wasn't as emotional. Our pup is just too big for our house, he's very destructive, knocks pans off the hob, has just had an operation to remove a pencil sharpner blade from his stomach, the cats are terrified or him, quite rightly so because he goes insane when he sees them. He's wearing a buster collar to stop him pulling his stitches out and is now on his third one because he keeps breaking them trying to get at the cats. He has just so much energy. I can't walk him because he is so strong so its up to my OH, who is working is socks off atm (week days, evenings and weekends) trying to pay the bills, plus job hunting because he is being made redundant. Just a nightmare and the last thing I want to do is re-home our puppy because we all love him. But its just too stressful. Spoke to our vet and she agrees he needs a bigger home to live in, with at least one other dog (he has separation anxiety too) with NO cats and older children because he is so rough.
/takes a deep breath
Basically thats whats happening and my OH and I are arguing lots because of the amount of stress. With all this and LO due in 11 weeks it's just wearing me out.
Sorry to blurt that all out
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god dont be sorry sweetie
rant as much as u like, i wanna rant but it would take up to many pages