Friday 31st October - My Origional Due Date

[firstangel]

Hey guys !

Friday was a good and bad day for me, I had a repeat detailed scan as at my 20 week scan baby moved about too much ! But everything is fine and im over the moon.

But the day was sad as little one I lost in April would have been due on the 31st ! so had been thinking about it for most of the day !

Someone said to me, why am i bothered as I am pregnant again, but t does matter to me, i should really be holding wee one now ! and its very sad !

 

[*sara*]

Aww i understand how your feeling if i hadnt lost my first loss i would have a month old baby now and if i hadnt lost my second i would be 30 weeks pregnant, im really happy im pregnant and all is going well but i cant help think about my 2 babies i wont ever meet.

 

[sarah113]

 

[Slinky Sarah]

Just because your pregnant doesnt switch a switch in your head saying yeah i have forgotten and am fine about it now.


As Sara said. If i hadnt lost the first, Angel would have been 8 months old now, and if i hadnt lost Bean i would be 30 weeks aswell.

I dont think the pain and hurt will ever leave, maybe ease but atm i dont know.

Take care hun

 

[andreag]

I really struggled through my lost baby's due date, even though I am pregnant again. I think it is difficult for pepole who haven't lost to understand. I have felt better since though - I hope you do too.

 

[firstangel]

Thanks guys, have been a wee bitty sad over the weekend, thinking what could have been, and I know what you say, other people dont realise that its still a loss, It doesnt matter that Im pregnant again, its a diffrent little one

xxxxxx

Thanks xxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[dina.marie]

i havent reached my due date yet, and im not looking 4ward to it cuz its a xmas time. urs falling on halloween must have been tough too cuz i guess ur always going to remeber that day more. anyway well done for getting through it. dont listen to other people when they say it doesnt matter cuz ur pregnant now, it still must hurt all the same.