This week has been very exiting, i found out i will see my family this (late) xmas with new baby in tow, lots of faffing around and rush job to get passport in time, but so worth it. its now the countdown, each morning waking wondering if todays the day, maybe tonight, maybemaybemaybe.. each time i go to the toilet is there any blood? any anything? then today OHs parents took DD in hope of me relaxing and not having to clean the house every three seconds. they are addemant(sp?) they are keeping her untill the baby comes but shes never been babysat before and i dont know how i will cope (so far im doing well but iv already asked if we can go get her if i miss her too much and need her ) but yes that hit me hard in realizing it could be any minute now! Tonight i am SCRUBBING this house (that is already sparkley clean i know, but still) i have done upstairs and started feeling a few painfull twinges that stopped me in my tracks. i am now on main floor and going to carry on till i cant find a speck of dust then i can sit down with some candles lit, a ginger ale with ice, in my PJs, fresh out of the shower (i already got a peice off OH tonight, and a curry ) and hopefully my body will decide its time i cant wait to meet my little beebs now, its driving me to insanity Sweet dreams ladies, sorry for the little happy ramble