Evening ladies...
I'm 10+4 today and have my NHS scan booked in for 2.30pm tomorrow.
I had a private scan at 8+5 which was good. Everything was well, heartbeat good and no concerns.
I didn't really get any symptoms until about week 5, where I got occasional boob tenderness and bullet like nipples!! And was always tired by 3pm every day. However, I didn't feel pregnant at all. I was quite bloated too but being a plus size lady didn't exactly have a washboard stomach to begin with.
Around the 7 week mark I started feeling nauseous most days and every couple of days had sickness which was either bile in the morning or, actually throwing my food and drinks back up. This lasted only until last weekend.
Since Saturday (10 weeks) I have had no symptoms, and actually felt pretty damn good in myself but I still don't feel pregnant.
It sounds extremely negative but my gut is telling me somethings changed and to expect disappointing news at the scan tomorrow. I've had no pains, cramps or bleeding but I know miscarriages can happen without all of those signs and a loss of symptoms can be because of the baby's heartbeat stopping etc.
It's my first pregnancy so I just don't know what to expect, and there is so much contradicting information out there it's hard to get reliable reassurance. I am an anxiety sufferer too.
I guess tomorrow I'll know what's going on one way or another, but I really don't feel pregnant and can't help but feel like something has shifted.
I think I just wanted to openly share my thoughts as my DH doesn't get it, and just thinks I'm stressing.
I'm 10+4 today and have my NHS scan booked in for 2.30pm tomorrow.
I had a private scan at 8+5 which was good. Everything was well, heartbeat good and no concerns.
I didn't really get any symptoms until about week 5, where I got occasional boob tenderness and bullet like nipples!! And was always tired by 3pm every day. However, I didn't feel pregnant at all. I was quite bloated too but being a plus size lady didn't exactly have a washboard stomach to begin with.
Around the 7 week mark I started feeling nauseous most days and every couple of days had sickness which was either bile in the morning or, actually throwing my food and drinks back up. This lasted only until last weekend.
Since Saturday (10 weeks) I have had no symptoms, and actually felt pretty damn good in myself but I still don't feel pregnant.
It sounds extremely negative but my gut is telling me somethings changed and to expect disappointing news at the scan tomorrow. I've had no pains, cramps or bleeding but I know miscarriages can happen without all of those signs and a loss of symptoms can be because of the baby's heartbeat stopping etc.
It's my first pregnancy so I just don't know what to expect, and there is so much contradicting information out there it's hard to get reliable reassurance. I am an anxiety sufferer too.
I guess tomorrow I'll know what's going on one way or another, but I really don't feel pregnant and can't help but feel like something has shifted.
I think I just wanted to openly share my thoughts as my DH doesn't get it, and just thinks I'm stressing.