prettypenguin
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I've had a really bad day with Charlie's teething, every feed has been like ww3. One was in town I got really embarrassed and nervous and just fled the scene lol. I feel exhausted but can't sleep. Was watching corrie and katie was saying how she feels lost and doesn't know what music she likes anymore, everything is about her baby. I feel exactly the same and once I realised this I burst into tears. I feel bad cause Charlie's a good baby, he can't help being.in pain but everything I do isn't working for him, I feel like such a failure sometimes and if we've both.had a bad day I find it hard to be cheerful in front of him and sometimes it takes everything in me to not lose it. Oh says to get people to look after him more as I never go anywhere without him but I feel like I'm palming him off or I worry about him, I worry all the time something's going to happen to him. I'm supposed to be going Barcelona with oh this wknd for a night and it makes me sick to the stomach that I'm leaving him, in very capable hands but still...