I have just sat and read loads of the posts i have made since i joined, I feel so embarrased actually because virtually every post i make is me whinging and moaning about stuff. I cant believe you guys still speak to me, i knew i moan but never knew it was THAT bad. I wana appologise big time to everyone, for being like this, i never knew i was so annoying. Just thought id say that, and wana thank the people who have stuck with me through it all, i cant imagine going through stuff without, especially Budge, youve been my rock through EVERYTHING your a true friend, Happy_Chick, Nic&Keeley, thanks for being there on msn when i needed you most, sorry Jo for moaning about ttc, i seem to act like a fool and im really sorry for that. And massive hugs to each and everyone of our members, i wana say a big thanks to you all, im gonna make sure im not moaning all the time from now on 
