trixipaws
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i dont want to sound complacent or like i dont care that i lost my baby, i am still sad about it and wish i was still pregnant. i just want to share how well i am coping now (stark contrast to a post i made in members area the week of the m/c) i do like to post positive things.
i went to the docs today to order a repeat prescription for zydol (strong painkiller for neckache after an accident in october), the receptionist said "but you're pregnant, aren't you?" (shows how often i'm at the docs LOL they kno my face and my conditions!) and i DID NOT get that stabbing chest pain and lump in my throat that i wouldve done one month ago- i just smiled (not in a cheerful way, in a polite way, iykwim) and said "not anymore, no". and I WAS OKAY! it wasnt hard to do, and i didnt walk out and feel like crying
i hope this post doesnt offend anyone who isnt coping as well as me, i dunno i just wanted to tell u all how- not "happy", thats not the right word- but "positive" i am feeling i think i am hoping i can rub some of it off onto some of you!
it makes me sad to think of others feeling how i did back in november, and i would love for you all to be at the place where i'm at now. i feel a bit guilty in a way that i'm doing well i want to share it out!
i'm going a bit woffly here sorry...
***sends healing vibes to everyone***
i went to the docs today to order a repeat prescription for zydol (strong painkiller for neckache after an accident in october), the receptionist said "but you're pregnant, aren't you?" (shows how often i'm at the docs LOL they kno my face and my conditions!) and i DID NOT get that stabbing chest pain and lump in my throat that i wouldve done one month ago- i just smiled (not in a cheerful way, in a polite way, iykwim) and said "not anymore, no". and I WAS OKAY! it wasnt hard to do, and i didnt walk out and feel like crying
i hope this post doesnt offend anyone who isnt coping as well as me, i dunno i just wanted to tell u all how- not "happy", thats not the right word- but "positive" i am feeling i think i am hoping i can rub some of it off onto some of you!
it makes me sad to think of others feeling how i did back in november, and i would love for you all to be at the place where i'm at now. i feel a bit guilty in a way that i'm doing well i want to share it out!
i'm going a bit woffly here sorry...
***sends healing vibes to everyone***