baby blues...

[claireyfairey]

Hi all.

I don't really know what the point to this post is, just going to turn into a pity party so please feel free to ignore it.

I feel so.....inadequate. I was soooooooooooo excited to come home this weekend and it's so far just been turned into one huge disappointment. We were so late home on Friday night, was too tired to function so I went straight to bed. I slept terribly and was so tired yesterday when I went shopping with my mum. I couldn't find any clothes that looked nice on me...maternity stuff is still too big (tops wise). I hurriedly picked up a pair of cropped trousers from New Look which I didn't have time to try on, and consequately they don't fit - my ass is too big

Then we went out to see some friends last night, which sucked because they wanted to sit outside and smoke, so I spent the whole evening freezing my butt off. My friend is due 3 days before me, and she was smoking last night and I was so pissed at her for being so ignorant...I wanted to say something but it's not my place, but grrr I was so annoyed. And she has a bigger bump than me, I felt like a total fraud. My friends asked me what names I like and they proceeded to tell me they didn't like the names I had picked AND they gave me a hard time because I said I wanted to find out the sex. Like it's any of their business!!! So we went home early and left them to it. We watched A Knight's Tale (Heath Ledger, swoon, drool, yum) and I liked it but my boyfriend slagged it off. And I ended up feeling all upset and depressed about the fact that my boyfriend is not Heath Ledger But seriously, that depressed me!

Then this morning I have woken up in a foul mood. I am sick of being pregnant and hormonal, and feeling cross with everything. On top of feeling angry I am feeling all left out, and lonely and....ugh, I don't know. Just want to pull the duvet over my head and hide there all day And fantasise about some hot sex with Heath Ledger. Lol. Who is dead Boohoo....


C xxx

 

[Steelgoddess]

Hey sweetpea....



Its ok im in a shite mood aswell! lol! I deffo think its hormonal, i also think EVERYONE has SOMETHING to say toi stick their awe, but I normally find its the ppl that actually need to take a good look at themselves. I think you did the right thing in basically just ignoring them...

I do know how you feel these hormones do make u feel pretty crappy, I went out on Friday and couldnt find anything i wanted to wear, settled on something but told my OH I felt i look like a mushroom lol!

Tomorrow will be better...

xx

 

[Fly]

awwww big hugs to you both bloomin hormones eh - am so lucky i haven't had any negative stuff from people yet bout names or anything - guess am pretty lucky with having such wonderful friends definatley think u did the right thing to ignore them Claire xxxx hope you both feel a bit more cheery tomorrow xxx

 

[dannii87]

Aww Claire, I've been up and down with this too! It is definitely the hormones, although it feels sooo much worse than that at the time

It's so annoying because I LOVE being pregnant, I know you do too, don't get me wrong, but sometimes I just feel like a baby making machine and some days it's like "oh I can't eat that, can't have this, can't drink that"

My tolerance levels are at an all time low. At work I'll snap at people, I'll feel p*ssed off with things, I'll take certain comments the wrong way etc so I know how you feel

Maternity clothes are a load of bollocks at times. I bought a pair of black trousers which (this is friggin' crazy) fit everywhere else EXCEPT my bump! The whole point to them and I can't even do them up! So I went shopping yesterday and just bought smock tops and things. I feel better now.

You're friends sounds like a*ses and need to think before they speak. I don't think the way it made you feel was the hormones at that time because I'd be p*ssed off, pregnant or not, if people said things like that to me People won't learn though...

Is there anything you'd like to do tomorrow to cheer you up?! Maybe you could go and visit someone or do more shopping? Browse ebay maybe and bid on some baby clothes?

Sorry you're feeling low, it's normal though, you're not wierd or crazy lol

And steelgoddess LOL at looking like a mushroom, but I BET you didn't You little minx you! xx

 

[Steelgoddess]

Aww Claire, I've been up and down with this too! It is definitely the hormones, although it feels sooo much worse than that at the time

It's so annoying because I LOVE being pregnant, I know you do too, don't get me wrong, but sometimes I just feel like a baby making machine and some days it's like "oh I can't eat that, can't have this, can't drink that"

My tolerance levels are at an all time low. At work I'll snap at people, I'll feel p*ssed off with things, I'll take certain comments the wrong way etc so I know how you feel

Maternity clothes are a load of b***ocks at times. I bought a pair of black trousers which (this is friggin' crazy) fit everywhere else EXCEPT my bump! The whole point to them and I can't even do them up! So I went shopping yesterday and just bought smock tops and things. I feel better now.

You're friends sounds like a*ses and need to think before they speak. I don't think the way it made you feel was the hormones at that time because I'd be p*ssed off, pregnant or not, if people said things like that to me People won't learn though...

Is there anything you'd like to do tomorrow to cheer you up?! Maybe you could go and visit someone or do more shopping? Browse ebay maybe and bid on some baby clothes?

Sorry you're feeling low, it's normal though, you're not wierd or crazy lol

And steelgoddess LOL at looking like a mushroom, but I BET you didn't You little minx you! xx

I think i felt like a mushroom at the time but when i was out i felt ok lol!!

Sorry to hear you're feeling pants too,

 

[claireyfairey]

Thanks Sharne and Dannii Just having one of those days when everything feels too much, y'know? I watched 10 things I hate about you and did some more Heath Ledger perving (I've got it bad) which made me feel a bit better for a while.

Here is a nice pic:

This will make me feel better, haha! Damn hormones making me horny


C xxx

 

[Laura_James&Amber]

Hugs for everyone today i think!
Hope you all feel better soon

 

[Miss.Monroe]

sorry to hear you had s shitty time hun. i think theres something in the air with regards to being disapointed with things and feeling crap.

i bought 5 tops from H&M maternity (admittedly three of the same but in diffrent colours) tried them on today and i think they look awful, so ill be taking them back.

for the past three days i have been crying my heart out and feeling so sorry for myself, and embarased and ashamed that i am even pregnant and having to live at my dads in my bedroom with the baby.

but, today has been much better! i havent cried once, and i actually had a really good day, went along to a fair we have by the seafront with dean and gracie, and met a couple of friends, relaxed had some icecream and listened to the band playing. oh and we walked along the beach too. now i have a sunburnt arm lol!

but i know how you feel, when your in that 'state' you just cant see out of it, now im on the other side of it, i can tell it was just hormones and me being overwhelmed by whats to come. xxx

hugs for you

 

[MagicMarkers]

Heya Hun, now im all sad heath ledgers gone ? He was soo bloody pretty, i like this pic

Anyhow id blame the hormones iv had a horrible day and its not even like anything bad has happened, i still dont think iv got a bump, but i stayed round a friends last night to go to a family thing of hers and just shoved some clothes in my overnight bag, and then this morning they didnt fit !!!!!! I dont have a bump, weve all agreed ( friend OH etc etc) so ive decided im just getting fat fat fat, im going out either side rather than forwards and iv got love handles, i honestly dont believe anyone in their righ tmind could love !!! So i had to borrow some of my friends clothes as my jeans dug in too much to wear, but shes a skinny m
inny so the only vlothes she had i felt alright in were her old ones before she lost loads of weight, so she called them her fat clothes, which made me feel FAT, and since then even though iv been to the cinema and had a lovely meal ( even though i didnt order the fattiest curry like i normally would which was a bit sad), and for once OH didnt moan about watching a chick flick, im all pissed off and agitable and a bit claustraphobic
AND now im all depressed about heath ledger being gone, sorry for being such a rubbish text buddy by the way, iv lost my phone :S using OH's for the minute, but i lost that down the side of the sofa earlier so its been confiscated Shall go on a manhunt for mine tomorrow !!

Oh, and your friend sounds like a silly sod, buy her some nice herbal cigarettes as a big fat HINT !!!

 

[Redshoes]

Sending very BIG hugs claireyfairey
I'm sorry you're feeling down and angry, but it's better out than in as they say, and you will find more good than bad days as time passes

 

[Mildly]

Hope you're feeling better Clairey How mean of your friends making you sit outside amongst their smoke

 

[NickyB]

You don't feel like you should tell your friend to lay off the fags, but they're perfectly happy to make you feel like sh*t. Tell 'em to do one and get a big bar of chocolate!!