Need a bit of a help here really. Before I found out I was pregnant, me and my boyfriend had gone through a period of bad arguments that resulted in me moving out from his place. He lives with his parents, we were considering moving out together but I've had enough and just did it myself. He has been a possessive and manipulative person from almost the start and could never really wrap my head around why he acts the way he does. I hate talking about any of this as it makes me angry, but in short: a mentally and verbally abusive person who is so insecure that he needs to put the other down to feel secure enough in a relationship, because he used to cheat on his partners before me. We however have had lots of talks about kids and babies and we both knew we wanted a family with the same values. Didn't particularly plan on me falling pregnant but I did anyway. I found out after moving out from here and honestly my first thought was that I am so happy and we will be just fine and we will make it work. But here I am, 10 weeks pregnant and I am over it. I don't even know if I'm in love with my partner any longer, I know I absolutely hate being here and I can't actually visualize how will we be any better once we move out and live by ourselves and the baby. I'm scared that things will just happen again and when I have a baby I will be stuck with him. I don't know what to do, how to do it but I feel like just going off the grid, pack my bags and leave... I am not scared of having a child. I am scared of having a child with the wrong person and that I won't be able to give the kind of life to my child that I'd want them to have.