youngmumtobe20
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as some of you know, my OH was in an accident on monday. At first he just had a broken leg and wrist, then he picked up an infection which they couldnt find a cause for, then they found it, he has a haemorrage/bruising of the lungs and his oxygen was down to 70 odd percent, yesterday when i was in there he started coughing a lot, last night it got worst and now he's got one of those hospital bugs, not one of the really nasty ones (as far as i know) but bad enough for him to be throwing up and really poorly, he's even been put in a kind of quarantine bay with ppl tht have the same thing, and obviously because of that i now cant see him, and the only thing thats been keeping me sane is the fact that i can see how he's doing for myself without a nurse only telling you half the story.
I left work early cos i just started crying after he phoned me and couldnt stop, and havent done since about 12.15. I'm just so scared, and tired and angry, and rather selfishly lonely, i miss him annoying me, cuddling me, kissing me. i feel like sleeping for days until he's home, and i've got this awful feeling that he's not gona come home. and i feel so guilty for feeling so upset and alone, how must he be feeling? at least i have the comfort of home.
I just dont know what to do... why cant i stop feeling so pesimistic
I left work early cos i just started crying after he phoned me and couldnt stop, and havent done since about 12.15. I'm just so scared, and tired and angry, and rather selfishly lonely, i miss him annoying me, cuddling me, kissing me. i feel like sleeping for days until he's home, and i've got this awful feeling that he's not gona come home. and i feel so guilty for feeling so upset and alone, how must he be feeling? at least i have the comfort of home.
I just dont know what to do... why cant i stop feeling so pesimistic